Congrats Bro!!

My darling brother had his TP just now...

I wasnt sure if he will pass...

BUT...

He did!

So proud of you....

@ the age of only 19, you are licensed to both drive and ride already...

jeles arh!!

hehehe

camat ari raya....

this is wat happens when you have F1 happening back to back with Hari Raya...

its one bz period after another!

well, despite that all, hosting F1 was damn cool and gives you such adrenalin rush..

erm, tak yah share pape la cos it seems like suma details yang juicy are all classified infos..haha!

well, Hari Raya came and never fails to bring good & happy memories...

time you get to mengeratkan silaturahim etc etc..

Since I need to wake up the boys from their nap oreadi, lemme just splashed SOME of the picture first ok...

Smack rite in the middle, i have got a very nice pictorial sequence...! watch out...

Ryan dah posing dulu...

Then with hubby...

Come to mama sayang...

nice...

Us again...

just Ryan & mama..

Bro & hub berhari raya...

Ryan with auntie nurul..

Here is the story....hahahahaha!!

once upon a time, these 3 boys were good frens...

Then they got attached with 3 beautiful ladies..*hehehe*

and now, we are blessed with ever more beautiful kids...!

Fidah open house, featuring boy-2-man Farhan...hahahaha!!

Step single..

Our guest...my kuzzin Juji & wife nani & my adik sedara kuzzin ella & fiance Rizal.

Kuzzin Juji & son Ariq with Hub & Ryan..

Anyway, the song playing now, Apa Ertinya Cinta, is so ever our love song...!

it truly depicts how we met...hahaha!!

out of the blue, wen to begin with, both are us were into truly into different mix of frens!!

haha!!

this is wat u call Jodoh eh...

hehehe!!

bye nak siap...nak pi jln raya lagik!!

highlight of the day.....!

“ Dear Hubby,

You nie cute la…

Always coming up with unexpected surprise when I least imagine it. “

This afternoon, I was fuming with anger with an incident la @ work that I need to settle.

Almost ready to pound @ anybody seh..

Then my phone buzzed…

As usual, I picked the phone la kan…

Skali suare kuar pat speaker lak!!

Oh my, dah la staffs suma dgr and aku alih2 tersipu2 senyum..

Hub video-called la…

Haha!! So damn cute la..

Ngah busy2, pecah otak pasal F1 nye plannings, ternampak muka hubby pat handphone, LIVE lagik tu..

it is just so therapeutic.

Hubby..hubby…

You nie klakar la…

But you raelly really make my day..

Besok kiter dah OFF day kan, kiter enjoy ok!!

But it a whole long itinerary la..

Morning, stay home for handphone to be delivered.

Pas tu pi sembahyang jumaat…

Pas tu gi kubur agaknye…

Pas tu @ 4pm, pi “on-site” inspection of another childcare centre option.

Pas tu malam, pi dinner with HM, FOM, RDM… best nye..!

Hehehehehe!!!

Entry yang tak bermakna langsung but for what hub did, you deserve to be MY highlight of the day…*smiles*

Anyway, I got my hair cut & coloured by my stylist liao…

Ready for raya, yes I am..(except for the malam raya "beli carpet session")

makao..! posa lum complete eh..

Last nite...

Had iftar session @ Liz's place...

best betul...!

excellent company with good foods, what more can you say...

next week, my house lak ok..

hehe..aku nak TRY masak...

since it LOOKED so easy..

after food was a game of monopoly..

a game I never palyed before..

haha! go on laugh @ me..

aku main taiti or UNO jek ok...

but yesterday game was fun cos we got to buy CityHall Mrt, explanade etc..!

lepak ko..

@ bummer, aku blum pape dah kene masuk jail..

and to those who plays monopoly knows how HARD & TOUGH it is to be OUT OF JAIL..

so yeah, the feeling was dammn damn good la, wen i finally got out of it!

hehe..

after tt, hub nak pi geylang lagik!!

suka aku...!

Skali Ryan sleep da..

apelagik, calling2 mama mintak tumpang tido..hehehe!

then calling2 drg2 suma to meet up...

not bad, last minute2 pun, in the end 4 kreta jumpa..

skali kreta kiter bunyi, "ehek...ehek..."

BATTERY FLAT LA!!!!!!!!!!

nasib ade jumpstart cable...

so jumpstart it and tetap pergi geylang then BORONG lagik..

haiz...maner $$ tak abis..

malam raya hub ajak pi lagik, nak beli carpet lelong!

best nye..~

after that go early sahur @ Jalan Kayu then proceed to our house to watch..

WUJUD : CABAR

seram seh...................!

Sad or Happy?

Denial is the word that best describe that feeling I have long been keeping...

happy yet sad..

complete but missing..

strong yet i feel like crumbling..

emotionless but hell, no one knows what lies beneath..

Well, anyway I juz got back from geylang, ya I know, for the umpteen times, but there are simply many things that we need to grab...

oh well, yeah so while shopping, I heard lagu raya being played...

and gosh!

God knows how i felt...

Have anyone ever feel sad for something happy??

that's how i felt, damn confused...

Lagu raye happy2 but aku nie feel sad nak mampos!

how ironic that is..

suddenly flashback of those happier days, raya years with my late lil sis started to play back...

haiz...

now i know why the adults always cry on hari raya...

even as I am typing away, I am choking on the tears that I am holding back..

juz letting it out will help, wont it?

But my strong-headed ego decline that choice....

I MUST NOT CRY!

FREAKING HELL!!

anyway, since it hari raya mood, lemme put on this song "Airmata Syawal"...

a song I have always dedicated to Her since that fateful year , 2004.

and 1 more thing, I always look @ the beautiful sky and imagine that it is Heaven & she is looking down on all of us..

It's beautiful...

I am sure you are happy there..

We will meet soon...

One day...