Wednesday, September 17

The Continuation of The Life of RInielisha

Hello!!

Since you do not have time to write in I will try my best to continue this beautiful blog of yours that you had dedicated your time with previously.....

I just feel it is a waste to stop blogging The Life of Rinielisha.......

There are just too many things that is worth writing in to add to the beautiful memories that you have published.

Well from my previous post I had written a short summary of what I felt over the years that we went through.

Now that we are at this stage, tough decisions are to be made to either move on with confidence to face challenges in life that we have no control off or live life that we never wanted to.

Whatever it is. Allah had already written what is best for us. It is just how we want to live with it and accept his guidance.

Even since I have found back my long lost passion, things has been great for me. This has been something that I had been wanting to do even before we got married.

I will definitely appreciate the support you gave even though you were VERY scared to ride again in the beginning. It has been like 6 years since I stop riding...  Thank you mama...

You never fail to allow me to pursue what I want to do even though sometimes explaining the theory might be a huge pain in the ass but you ensured it will be worthwhile... I put my hats off for that..

By the way, lovely lady, your birthday is just a few days away, I have a surprise for you... :) ( Be patient ok I know u hate the anxiety of waiting for it..... hehehehe )

Meantime enjoy the things you do and be happy always....

Should I take up the challenge and pursue my dreams?

Hmmmm......

I have never felt so scared to decide before..

Dear Allah,

Please show me your guidance and lead me the way that would be best for me and my family....

Whatever it is I shall remain positive to face it.. Insyallah everything will be fine..

Ok, guess I wrote a lot for today.

Gonna have lunch now..

Tata!!

Yours Truly,

Helmi........

Tuesday, September 16

Something that i had not done for years.......

Hi Rinielisha!!

I have not enter your blog for the longest time. As we moved over the years, putting FB as the culprit we have never managed to write in what we felt or went through.

Well to begin with it has been 11 years since I first met you at Golden Village. a lot of things has changed since then.

We had successfully achieve a lot of great things together which had brought us to where we are right now.

However............. there are some things that we did not.

Those things that would strengthen a long lasting feel.

I have to admit without you I will not be at where I am now. You were my inspiration, you were my motivation. As much as I would say I dislike some of your ways, but it some how brought me to think that it would benefit me in the long run.

Your efforts to make me smile will always be in my mind. Cause when you smile u will always melt my heart.... :)

I have been trying my best to be a good father, a good husband to you but sometimes situations would hinder me to be better. I mintak sorry banyak-banyak.......

As we got to our 8th year of marriage, life has been different. We know very well what went on...

But I just want to say, I have never felt this way before. This has made me thought a lot......

However, the burning desire in me will keep burning with the LOVE that I had pledged.

Once again I would like to sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart should there be at any point of our relationship that u may have felt I did not love you enough, cause I am only human that can't run away from mistakes.....

I will never, not a bit loose the love of my life in my heart.... Even if situation does not permit.

Lastly,

Dear Allah,

Thank you for the years you have given us with all the blessed happenings that we went through.

My only wish from you right now is to give us the happiness that we need to sustain a relationship that would last us for eternity. You know best and we are only your humble worshipper. I hope my prayers to you will be heard.

That all I have to write....

Thank you!!!!!!


I LOVE YOU RINI.....................


Yours Truly,

Your Hubby bucuk-bucuk that loves to irritate you...... ;)

Monday, July 9

How Much We Have Grown....

Came back from kenduri arwah and we kinda look thru our pixs via Kuzzins21 Blog, laughing hilariously on how different we look back then and now...

Amazing isn't it that we change almost without realising hence this one good reason why one should keep a blog and long before the era of blogging, I had actually kept books and books of diaries. Haha!
So let's do a bit of comparisons.....

This was in year 2006.


These, just this evening. (2012)
 
The Boys

The Gerls
The Gerls - Closed Up Version
I guess it is time to blog on our 2nd generation kuzzins... to date, we have erm, 13 of them...
WHAT?? waaah, so fast...THIRTEEN already... and 2 more are waiting to pop... so by then, it will be  15... Great, great... Just Great!

Pop Pop and Dun Stop.... The Legendary Spirit of Kuzzins 21 must go on!!!

*Copying this to Kuzzins Blog*

Sunday, July 8

A Ball of A Time!

It has been a long time since I last exercised or played sport and I finally did, once again last Friday!

The Hotel had organised an inter-division Captain's Ball game and of course, I had gathered my people to form one team so yeah we were S&M's Team 1. :)

I felt 15yrs younger and was screaming, shouting by the sideline (ok, I was the Team Manager, haha!)...... 1st game was won on a big margin, 24 - 10. *big grin*

2nd match, we played against and all boys team hence we could only secured the 2nd placing BUT it was good as we did not lose miserably.. It was a close fight.

I felt good jumping ard once again and we should really do this more often... :)

Here is a picture of us!


Aftermath of the game, one had bad sprain on the ankle, one had swollen toe and another had bruised hips...

Till the next game!

Ouh, right after the game, I headed down to ION for a dinner with all the Comms Managers; Hyatt, Sheraton, Pan Pacific etc...

As usual, we had a great time sharing and networking...

In conclusion, my Friday was all about having a ball of a time and I knocked-out as soon as I was home!

Sunday, July 1

Aku Terror!

Haha! (Ok, bodoh nye start post with a haha, but that's wat I am feeling)

Ok, I realised I had a comment on my last post.... Urgh! I had it wen u sign off as anonymous... I just have to find out who u are... tak suka nye....! :p

Neway, whatever that was and still on my mind telah di terbawak2 kan sampai ke dlm mimpi...

It was damn real and hilarious yet very real... what the hell! haha again.

Ok, today is Sunday and yes, you are right, tomorrow is Monday!!!

We kinda religiously sleep in every Sunday morning and yeah, we woke up at 10 ish just now.

Washed up, got dressed and it was reali cute to see the kids rummaging their wardrobe and YET pick up the same old shirts and dresses to be worn...

Oh well, we wanted to have breakfast at Chong Pang but we ended up at the coffeeshop down our block after countless rounds at Chong Pang for a parking lot... WEEKEND...duh!

Done with breakfast, bought Bestie Liz some bread and off we go to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital.. Kesian Liz, admitted due to Asthma attack.

Blah Blah Blah.. we went to geylang and instead of buying baju raya as planned, we ended up buying bags of frozen delights.. ahaks!

Set for home and poof, I was cooking up a storm in the kitchen!

On my books now, fried beansprouts with chicken meat and Tom Yam soup!

Itula part yang aku Terror! hahahhahahaha!

Now, I am having my supper... jemput!



And tangan masih sakit.. boohoo! I am typing now @ thrice the usual time I usual takes..

Eh wait, lastly, I have revamped our Kuzzin21's blog too!

Click on the link on the right box!