it is decided...i guess...

never have i felt this way..

in a dilemma that nearly made me lose my sanity...

i mentioned that he will talk to me again on Monday.

nah..he call me to the office on the day itself...

butterflies came & STAYED in my tummy.

goodness it was madness...!

But frankly, if i am leaving, i will be leaving with a heavy heart....

heavy heavy heart..

it feels like family here..

ok back to the part when he called me to the office...

well, the conversation was an attractive 1 and it seems fair enuff for me..

and on another tot, i felt, Ya..maybe i should stay...

i left the office with mixed feelings..

To stay or still leave...cos now both are comparable..

But i yearn for the experience to be part of the pioneer team, opening a hotel...

hmm..

everywer i go, in the car, bathing, breaking fast..my mind is always on it..

I prayed for a light to shine on which direction i should take..

And then...

I went to the room to take my HP which was charging, well to those who know me, my hp must be with me 24/7..b4 proceeding to join hubby at the balcony for our nightly chat...

Then i realised that i had several missed calls from, well, i shall name him DS...

I returned the call and we talked..

I was honoured that he actuali call up to give his 2cents worth...

I have always loved his werking style and i am glad he have so much trust and confident in me.

After the conversation, i guess i knew what i had to do..

Gaining experience to build up a department from scratch in the renowned hotel so that i will have two major brands under my wing and that would boost up as well as make my resume priceless..

Thanks a lot D....speaking from your angle, i understand it all know..

I wanna be like you in the next 10 years, the head of a hotel!! kakaka..ok ok head of a division enuff la..keke! Cos i hv never seen or heard of a female GM, that is..

Or maybe i should be the first eh?? keke, stop imagining la...

The light came.....

So i will be seeing him again to officialise that i decide to turn the down the offer to retract my resignation letter..

It will be the SADDEST thing....

But I have decided...it will be St Regis...

period.