well well welll.... i hinted to helmi that i feel like having the Salad thingy from KFC cos i wuz damn hungry....as usually, he will fetch me after werk & go to KFC, however, e rumbling of ma hungry lil tummy wuz too much to handle and to add on, me & liz wuz chatting about our food get-together..hmm, thus i gave myself a push to cook something..i didnt reali cook up a storm but juz experimenting on nasi goreng to eat wit fries..hehe!! Not knowing wat to jumble & rumble in the wok, i simply do e usual tt i alwaes observed...onions, red cut chillies, some salt, egg and some of the potatoes tt was given from ma neighbour..


hmmm...it didnt turn out tt bad seh..thanx liz on the tips to see whether nasi dah basi or not. hehe!! i had blocked nose lah...no animals were hurt during e process juz me, who suffered several hot oils tt was ploppin away.."ploppin"?? got such english meh?? well..anyway..it was ok, bleh kate sedap TO me..but best of all, its "eatable"....



mama coming back on e 4th of February..with all e time diff + & - and crossover, she will be celebrating her birthdae, which falls on the 2nd of Feb, on board of SQ 8009. I have send out request for SQ personnel to arrange for a SURPRISE birthdae cake for her!!! cool huh??


I have been resting for 2 daes oreadi..hmm, malas nak start werk seh but wat to do..not so bad ar today nite shift..after 5 nites i will off again!! woohooo!!! might be goin for KHUSUS RUMAHTANGGA on the 24th....argh!!! scare!! anyway i wanna tell you guys a secret..shh!!
I reali lurve this guy--->

helmi la tu!! haha!!! *rolling*

I was walkin to ma bathroom to have a shower after ma dear sent me home from dinner, a sumptuous yet spicy bonesteak cooked ma beloved mom-in law to be,over at his plc...n lo behold!! i caught a pair of lizard mating!!! watehell!! mating..here in ma hse, on e ceiling of ma toilet door!! i ran to ma room, grab ma camcorder, n "flash!"...i got it on print!! weee...look at 1st pix..i guessed i shock them cos they fleed..hehe!! dosa tak sengsarakan binatang gini?? i mean drg tak de akal pikiran peh??...shucks!! ... but curiosity got e better of me thus, i clicked on IE to find on any resourceful link about mating lizards.

De other time i went out wit liz, i forgot to complement here for controlin her "lust" at KFC..well, member kan nak loss weight...she oni had e salad thingy while i go all e way to tempt her wit ma 2 piece chk & cheese fries..*evil laugh* but i failed...u go gerl! *chuckles*

if u look carefully, on e 3rd pix, der laid ma "arwah" hp tt got smashed up due to a "fall" wit force...*roll eyes*






n here i present liz "b4 & after" pix...hehe!!! cool huh!!

peeps: living example of perseverance!! gua salute!!
















" Dear tunangku sayang, wit wat we have gone thru dis past few daes, a lesson have been learnt & truth have been felt, love truly appreciated with promises made in e past remembered. Our obstacles came late but as God's Will, it will definately make its appearance. I am truly amazed at how we fixed our probs. Eventually we laughed about e cause of e quarrel...from nothin to erupt to something tt in e end we ourselves felt stupid..@ e cost of ma hp..hmm..anyway its ok dear, u hurt ma phone, i hurt ur ego so its FAIR..hehe..no lah...helmi, i love u.... e way u alwaes do..."

from dis i would like advise all peeps in love...

1. if you have a quarrel, TRY NOT to sleep on it... settle it on e same dae.
2. At e point wen both are so MAD at each other, both of u must FORCE urself to stop thinkin of e argument, flash back all those sweet lil things promises made<mase tk gaduh>, think of all those sacrifices he made & happy times.
3. and NO raising of voices please...it hurts both Ego..talk like adults.

warning: dis MUST werk both ways aite...if oni 1 party does this, he/she will be in IMH in 5yrs time..or down some block, after falling off from e top..lol..insyallah, all obsatcle/quarrel can be overcome.

As i promised in ma previous post, heres another song crooning way out from Pri-Sec skool daes..e times we dance on e stage to this song..heres Timmy Thomas wit...

Dying Inside To Hold You..........

I m so sad... ma LG handphone is a goner..it got smashed up..ma 1st flip phone...*sobs* n me bein an sms addict, its reali a cold turkey 4 me!!! well, i found a Nokia phone chuck away in the drawer BUT its the kind u would feeeel "cool" abt it wen we were in sec sch...argh!!!
cannot upgrade plan to get hp cos mama @ haj & ma bill under her name..well, i have been usin the number 4 donkey yrs..n @ tt time umur lum cukup nak beli hp..so u see..

Aaaarghhhh...saper2 ade spare phone...pls sms me or helmi....tq!!!! i love u all...hehe!!!

hmm, i have been feelin outta of tune these few daes...disagreement n stuffs, mayb our "cubaan" comes later 4 me & helmi...but Thank God n Praises to Him tt we managed to pull thru..all due to "taik" issues..ya, no BIG issue tts absurd kind...y'dae wuz due to me who kept on falling asleep on e bike..yikes!!! mata berat beb!! mcm smooth sangat journey tu...

ok liz, u gonna blame me aite..hhaahaa!! btw, i feel tt though we have been best frens, ok ok wit u guys too aishah & ifa, we have better relations now..maklum la, dulu we 4 are "literally" group into two.. u wit aishah n me wit ifa...hmm, is it cos now u have MSN, hmm no, u are now linked up to e whole of cyber..mauhahahahaa!!!

neway, takmo lokek ar lau korang ade hp extra...pahala tau tolong org!! nanti mama aku balik aku kasi 1 botol air zam2..hehe!!

n peeps, those who regularly visit me here, thanks!! n 4 this month, all e songs will be from those "zaman gemilang" kiter suma..those Sec sch daes!!! ok?? pls post rejection, if any...

Bye Bye Bye ...by N Sync
I'm doing this tonight
You're probably gonna start a fight
I know this can't be right
Hey baby come on.
I loved you endlessly
When you weren't there for me
So now it's time to leave
And make it alone.
I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby bye bye bye

Chorus: Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Bye bye bye
Don't really wanna make it tough
I just wanna tell you that
I've had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Bye bye bye
Just hit me with the truth
Girl your more than welcome too
So give me one good reason
Baby come onI lived for you and me
And now I've really come to see
That life would be much better once your gone
I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lieI wanna see you out that door
Baby bye bye bye

I'm giving up, I know sure
I don't wanna be the reason for your love no more(Bye Bye)
I'm checking out, I'm signing off
I dont't wanna be the loser, I've had enough
I don't wanna be a fool in this game for two
So I'm leavin' you behind(bye bye bye)
I don't wanna make it tough(make it tough) But I've had enough
And it ain't no lie
Bye bye

reading deana's entry brought me down to sweet, memorable part of ma journey in life..those daes tt will forever be at the back of our head, with all the silliest things ever we did, said, thought. it all seems right then, right peeps? but now wen we think about it back, can't help laughing rite? *rolling laughs* hmm, i think tt wuz ma zaman kegemilangan..wuz it? lemme roll it down 4 u guys..

1. ma overwhelmin sense of pride & joy in NPCC..it taught me to overcome some fears, discipline , endurance...n well, i think i get ma sense of "control" from dis..hehe!!

2. the boys...in order of "appearance in ma life stage"
zhaki, who nvr fails to buy me sweet & pass to me b4 assembly starts(pm session)..i alwaes asked for tt shocktarts from In The States shop yg bawah escalator kat northpoint sebelah McD..den i will share it wit ma class...shah, liz & ifa ingat tak?? heeh!!!
Faizal TB, hmmm e Skater boy tt i kenal2 after he knocked onto me @ e bridge on Boat quay(e one yg dekat ngan den empress place) when i wuz "supposed" to go to National Library, as wat i told mummy. ok ok u must be thinking, "national library kat situ ke??" well obviously NO la.. ala..takkan tak pernah tipu nak kuar??*chuckles* tts wuz in ending sec 1. i tink. skool kat 1st toa payoh, tot to be the coolest, i felt known in orchard..haha! liz, shut up!!

Sulaiman Idrus..nid i say more?? *refer prev post* skool kat Pierce Sec.

3. e BBC times...BoyBandChasing...highly influenced by tt Dinah, Li Wei Ling...haha!! those times we "chased" Kavana, Take 5, etc.. whoever la tt came to town..rub here run der run everywer..i still remember tt fiasco we had wit sendin off Take 5. promised with each other NOT to ponteng skool n go airport..but next morning in e bus...

Rini: (diam membisu)
Liza: asal kau?
Rini: takde mood ar nak gi sekolah...
Liza: oooh, are we thinkin alike?kau nak gi airport kan..
Rini: (angguk)

we looked at each other, den skip our bus stop den go interchange take bus to airport... i tell you it wuz damn fun!! e adrenaline rush wuz Fuhh!! den, all e "wer-r-u" pages started to flow.. tts when they planned their "staggered departure" from skool, period by period.. and soon e class 3e8 or wuz it 4e8, wuz left wit only e boys...wakaka!! everybody came armed wit "weapons", no la oni big paper, markers etc to make tt " we love you Take 5!!!! " shoutouts...the best thing wuz, we came in e morn, but in e end their flight wuz at ard 2 gitu..lepak sak, could have gone to skool.*sigh* n liz, got asthma attack n got "visually" left behind in e chase..*giggles*

hai..i can go on on rattlin siak! i realised i used alot of "!!" in this entry, excited betul.. juz feels sad tt e teenagers dis daes dun treasure their youth, suma nak "feel & look" mature..we were so carefree den, enjoying frenships, bein in skool(hated e hols at times), participating in all events in skool, even e Spore werkout wer we had to stand on tables n lead e skool..etc!
*i miss u guys, 4e8*

i am now thinkin of authorin "rini life story"...korang nak beli?? *batts eyelids*

Liza, thnxs for accompanyin me todae, i noe u guys are alwaes der 4 me... sori i wuz a little late...n remember, hush2...had fun wit u!! e kfc incident wuz cute, dah lapar sgt ngaknye sampai dah pinish eat aru ingat nak take picture.. n i m glad i gave u inspirational tots.. abt life..*tink relationship*
Marlina, thanks 4 offering to "loan" me ur kotak gubahan...lilac purple *sweet*

i dedicate this song to all ma skoolmates, classmates, deskmate(ifa hehe,) in YTSS 1995-1998. hmm, sori dinah, ur face not in e pix cos u didnt turn up 4 e gatherin...n some of u too.. now lets sing together!!! haha...ohh salah, sobz....

Graduation by Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we rememberAll the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

from e bottom of ma heart...
Rini

I took pains @ werk not to have any unlucky things happening...i well-prepared myself with all e things & info i need for tt 8 hrs of werk...THANK GOD. nothing happen...hmm, wait its not end of dae yet......

I m not sure if you guys believe in supernatural, fate, paranormal, superstitions etc.. anythin tt is beyond science & explanations...personally, i m scare of the category "ghost" however, at times, i juz have the feeling tt they are pitiful & i believe tt they sometime wants to be u'stood mcm crita "THE OTHERS"... they are nothin but restless ghost..pple who died unprepared, sudden or cruelly.. say, they died in a freak accident, like shasa...i m not sayin she became ghost but at least, she has us, who effortlessly do stuffs to put her well werever she is now. kenduris, haji, prayers etc...ok to those who choose to difer and say," klu dah mati, dah tutup segala apa yg nak dibekalkan." to hell wit u.. kiter punya pasal nak buat ape, dapat tak dapat kat alam sana tu, blakang crita!! orang yg tak lalui TAK akan rase ape kite rase...tunggu nanti nenek ko ker adik ker laki ker scandal ker mati baru korang tau...aku melalut ar...jgn layan k... hehe!!

Takde...ma cat died rite. guess wat happen e next morning? a new kitten out of nowhere was meowing at ma doorstep!!! same bulu n all....Liza said cat has 9 lives...tapi like pelik like tt...anyway i took it in & sayang it all e same so cute.. is it e same cat?? i wonder...hard..

thank you to u all who find ma taugeh story amusing!!! haha, its so funnie seh...Yanni, e missing dish on e table wuz e kuah, e soto itself tapi lain suma ade..haha!! mcm nak makan nasi ayam tapi nasi jer ade, ayam takde...Dinah, aku tetap blur ker?? haha!! i will visit u in melboure aite, but i wanna go disneyland!!! marlina, thanks for adding me in msn, lookin forward to chat wit u...Ica, slalu2 la dtg sini, jadi tak bertepek posting kene baca *chuckles* n u Liza, i shall see u tomorrow @ 4pm city hall.