reading deana's entry brought me down to sweet, memorable part of ma journey in life..those daes tt will forever be at the back of our head, with all the silliest things ever we did, said, thought. it all seems right then, right peeps? but now wen we think about it back, can't help laughing rite? *rolling laughs* hmm, i think tt wuz ma zaman kegemilangan..wuz it? lemme roll it down 4 u guys..

1. ma overwhelmin sense of pride & joy in NPCC..it taught me to overcome some fears, discipline , endurance...n well, i think i get ma sense of "control" from dis..hehe!!

2. the boys...in order of "appearance in ma life stage"
zhaki, who nvr fails to buy me sweet & pass to me b4 assembly starts(pm session)..i alwaes asked for tt shocktarts from In The States shop yg bawah escalator kat northpoint sebelah McD..den i will share it wit ma class...shah, liz & ifa ingat tak?? heeh!!!
Faizal TB, hmmm e Skater boy tt i kenal2 after he knocked onto me @ e bridge on Boat quay(e one yg dekat ngan den empress place) when i wuz "supposed" to go to National Library, as wat i told mummy. ok ok u must be thinking, "national library kat situ ke??" well obviously NO la.. ala..takkan tak pernah tipu nak kuar??*chuckles* tts wuz in ending sec 1. i tink. skool kat 1st toa payoh, tot to be the coolest, i felt known in orchard..haha! liz, shut up!!

Sulaiman Idrus..nid i say more?? *refer prev post* skool kat Pierce Sec.

3. e BBC times...BoyBandChasing...highly influenced by tt Dinah, Li Wei Ling...haha!! those times we "chased" Kavana, Take 5, etc.. whoever la tt came to town..rub here run der run everywer..i still remember tt fiasco we had wit sendin off Take 5. promised with each other NOT to ponteng skool n go airport..but next morning in e bus...

Rini: (diam membisu)
Liza: asal kau?
Rini: takde mood ar nak gi sekolah...
Liza: oooh, are we thinkin alike?kau nak gi airport kan..
Rini: (angguk)

we looked at each other, den skip our bus stop den go interchange take bus to airport... i tell you it wuz damn fun!! e adrenaline rush wuz Fuhh!! den, all e "wer-r-u" pages started to flow.. tts when they planned their "staggered departure" from skool, period by period.. and soon e class 3e8 or wuz it 4e8, wuz left wit only e boys...wakaka!! everybody came armed wit "weapons", no la oni big paper, markers etc to make tt " we love you Take 5!!!! " shoutouts...the best thing wuz, we came in e morn, but in e end their flight wuz at ard 2 gitu..lepak sak, could have gone to skool.*sigh* n liz, got asthma attack n got "visually" left behind in e chase..*giggles*

hai..i can go on on rattlin siak! i realised i used alot of "!!" in this entry, excited betul.. juz feels sad tt e teenagers dis daes dun treasure their youth, suma nak "feel & look" mature..we were so carefree den, enjoying frenships, bein in skool(hated e hols at times), participating in all events in skool, even e Spore werkout wer we had to stand on tables n lead e skool..etc!
*i miss u guys, 4e8*

i am now thinkin of authorin "rini life story"...korang nak beli?? *batts eyelids*

Liza, thnxs for accompanyin me todae, i noe u guys are alwaes der 4 me... sori i wuz a little late...n remember, hush2...had fun wit u!! e kfc incident wuz cute, dah lapar sgt ngaknye sampai dah pinish eat aru ingat nak take picture.. n i m glad i gave u inspirational tots.. abt life..*tink relationship*
Marlina, thanks 4 offering to "loan" me ur kotak gubahan...lilac purple *sweet*

i dedicate this song to all ma skoolmates, classmates, deskmate(ifa hehe,) in YTSS 1995-1998. hmm, sori dinah, ur face not in e pix cos u didnt turn up 4 e gatherin...n some of u too.. now lets sing together!!! haha...ohh salah, sobz....

Graduation by Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we rememberAll the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

from e bottom of ma heart...
Rini