Good morning frens.....

I m so in love..not tt i have not been, but i reali feel tt I AM BEING LOVED....by my ever so lovely fiance, Helmi. Those who know me, i never ever gave 100% to ANYONE. i alwaes nid tt at least 20% off e 100% for me to bounce back in case IT fails...i never ever wanna find myself HOPELESSLY in love. NEVER... but now, i think i m reali floating on CLOUD NINE...*goodness*

Helmi was driving me to werk and we engaged in a little discussion. Whilst talking about wat to get for our hantaran gifts exchange, i was so touched wen helmi said tt he wouldn't mind if i have a wedding band(ring) for him.

Rini: reali? u would wear a ring? i mean, i didnt think you wld.*obviously surprised* (he doesnt wear accessories, except 4 e bracelet i gave him.)
Helmi: of course i dun mind syg...by wearing the ring, pple will noe tt i m married! *chuckles* n dun forget to engrave our name....
Rini: *blush*

" Ya ALLAH!!! i thank you for allowing me to experience this beautiful feeling...U had made me felt the worst of all feelings wen U took Arwah Shasa away from all of us, but U didnt forget to create happiness too..sorry tt i ever felt tt U were never fair, and cruel to have e existence of a fate sooo painful.."

Bear wit me ya!! i noe i m making some of you puke in disgust...hehe!! love? wat is it? haha!! tts history... i believe in love now!!! LOVE!! i need LOVE!!! haha!! n i need you darling...i cannot imagine life w/out u...

u beared with me, wen i kept calling Man's name instead of yours *mase baru bercinta*.
u smiled wen i said i dun believe in love.
u accepted me not being in any way a lady should be.
u not only love me, u love my family all the same.
u showed me the rights of way but nvr critised ma wrongs.

" 4yrs down e road now...n i m giving you ma full 100% dear.... I LOVE YOU!! countin down to our BIG day dear...."