HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to ME & HELMI...

Its been 4yrs of up & down, tears & laughter, thick & thin, rain & shine.. but thanks to Allah for giving us the strength to sail thru e rough sea of love that we have chose, 4yrs ago...4yrs on now, i learnt alot of expensive & valuable lesson in life & love.

LOVE
well, I have always tot of love in 1 kind of way but its not the case wit u, HELMI. I wont go over again of all the sweet lil things that happened..but all i noe is that never i felt, love so sincere, ever so lovely and best of all, its keeps growing wit each day tt passed, secs tt ticked..

Me and MArlina had a conversation on this though, lemme share. Ever sit back and think of all your past love? The love that u tot would be till u grow 'ol. The love that made you felt proud of "not bein single" in Sec sch. haha! ring a bell rite? to compare, then, WE WERE IN LOVE WIT LOVE...meaning, we juz wanted to be somebody's boo...we juz need some1 to be "in"...not agreeing? oh tell me den, y do you nid another boy/girl after breakin of wit another, like say in the next 24hrs? to add on, wit maturity oni @ kids/teenage level, we tend to not have the capability of handling BGR probs..hence, the many2 disagreement, both ridiculous & meaningless. haha!! all this applys to me too ok, though, on ma history list, i had oni 2 steady boyfrens..but i dun dare admit of the numbers of "scandal" haha!!. oh come on, we were juz fren and its not wrong to make frens at tt age..i reali dun u'stand y der called tt "scandal" last time..

Now, i can say that i am IN LOVE.. but not with love alone. And i noe of some who have reached that level i think i am now. Liza, now blissfully married to hubby Hakim. Marlina, happily counting down the daes to her marriage wit fiance. Yanni, i hope ur too in e same league too, wit teni. Azreen, newly wed to hubby. I wish all of you everlasting happiness, Insyallah.

A colleague told me her life decision juz now. " kalau aku tak kahwin by 30, aku dah nekad tak akan kahwin."
i was dumbfounded with tt remarks! "no, u cant say tt, Tuhan dah tentukan jodoh setiap org. n ur will be 29 this yr!!" but as it is, stubborn to terima ma consolation. pity, reali pity. she a good lady who can make the perfect wife for anybody. Cook, is her thing. cleanin, is her hobby. she can make your house spick & span ready for you to come back home, wit a sumptuous meal on the dining table..excellent you wld say! but sayannggg...argh! reason wuz, klu dah cecah 30yrs old, hard to conceive..hmm, tu rezeki la. Klu ade, dapat la zuriat yg diharap2 kan..

I kept thinking of this on the way back. such a pity. Thats y there a saying, " LIFE IS NEVER FAIR ". maybe if life so fair n just, we would forget God. cos oni in time of need, would you sit down n pray, doa to Him...Though He created hardship for us, He never fails to listen to our Doa & prayer. This is life i guess, hardship exists for us to remember Him. Think about it...u will feel enlighten. but there's no obligation. its ur choice.

With this, i m juz contended that we have each other's sincere love on our anniversary, which carries more meaning than an expensive meal or perishable gifts.

Our anniversary will be juz a date, a date that we will alwaes remember.

And you dun have to get me any gifts.
U gave it oreadi .
4yrs ago........
Ur heart & it still belongs to me.

~~ Rini'elisha ~~