here i present and "incomplete" family portrait....oh well, yup, that's syamimi who is in the pix with us....

Let me introduce her. Her name is Syamimi, i call her shasa...she msg me a few months after arwah shasa passed away on Frenster...shocked tt she look like ma late sis*refer to inset pix of her* , i told ma parents about in the next morning...they talked to her n met... sad tt in a glimpse, she reminds us of arwah Shasa...since then she call ma parents mama & ayah, the way arwah shasa used to...

Syamimi WILL nvr replace Shasa...i noe tt...but sometimes you juz need to lie to yourself of e truth, e painful reality tt hurts....however, we all noe tt @ e end of the dae, we will have to accept e fact tt arwah Shasa will nvr be here anymore...though i alwaes wish hard tt i would "wake up" one dae with her still sleepin beside me and tt all dis was a "freaking nightmare".

Yesterday, at 12noon ma cat died peacefully...yup Ica, its e cat tt got kicked on the stomach...*sad* It died while lying beside An, ma neighboour in the living room. They buried it at kampung wak hasan tau...*siap wrap ngan kain putih!!* And yes, i cried...

Anyway, it rained juz now wen i wuz supposed to meet helmi at ritz..*shucks* plan changed and he came over to drive daddy's car instead of riding...we wen mkn @ 924, shopping @ suntec, rounding2 while talking2, singing2 in the car...nothin much accomplished todae beside puchasing his Levis jeans...wanted to get his platinum wedding band*pls refer prev post* but, nothin appeal to him yet...its ok, lagi bnyk mase...oh btw, helmi bought me a baju kurung...anggun!! hmm...tts pretty much all tt we did.. well, i guess, wen you love somebody, juz bein together is enuff..no need for a full day itineary....anybody beg to differ?

Yanni, aku tk lupa lah....topless 4 ke 5 sekali...bile ko free?? ko yg bz selalu, bih ckp aku... *roll eyes* hehe!!