Rini & e boys...we have been frens since old skool daes!! love u guys...Rahmat wuz not from skool but childhood...loongg..long time ago story..
(clockwise; wan jepon(in blue), Apen(black), ME & rahmat.














me wit their partners...Shah hida(rahmat) in blue, Ila(apen) in pink..yup, marlina, tts is wan jepon 1st daughter.




lastly.....lets present e wedding couple!!!















hmm, thanks ila for uploadin e pix 4 me... no emotions AT ALL on tt dae... seriusly, i swear! anywae, i reali do cherished all ma best buds..to me, der r e one who would stand by u at any time of ur rollercoaster ride in life...AND ITS PROVEN....trust me..

feelin shitty at this point of time...i hate e skool!! y must dey start skool on dis very FUCKING dae...STOOPID SKOOL!!!!! ARGHH!!!! goddamn it.... well...wateva ya!!

i tink i need serius help..i feel like a killer at times...maybe i have a murderer trapped in me...maybe...wenever anger penetrates in me, it almost uncontrollable! ma ears goes super red!! n i mean it...y e anger? i dunno... sometimes i expect too much...tt explains y most of e time i prefer to be cold n unloving..it stops me from expecting n i will be much happier...

its better to be cold & unfeelin i guess. u will nvr be affected by any Fuckin things that happen with or without u expecting it...SERIOUSLY!!!

its better to tink of yourself 1st i guess....

wateva it is....Ifa, liza,aishah, haryana, haryani, yanni, rahmat, apen, wan, eddy.....

i love u guys!!!!

n u too dear, helmi....thanks 4 understandin ma anger prob..i reali love u !!!

wateva happens its nobody's fault....i expected too much.

love, rini