Friday, December 22

the other day, went to my my adik cedara nye sunat nye thingy...as usual was cam-whoring after a long time - cos i feel i look FAT..

See...fat tak??
me & hubbyku............
me & my lil bro...
aku lagi..


eh!! lum ready...
yeah... i love this....

tu jer la..

mummy preggy is now always tired...

Monday, December 18

its monday blue............i hate it...

but baby always make my day by kicking and tossing and turning in me..haha!! active betul...

haiz, gonna be bz at werk with a biggie group coming in taking 500 rooms out of the 600 we have...ish ish...

tu jer la nak update..besides feeling more & more preggy..haha!

~rini~

Friday, December 15

arr... akhirnya dapat aku nak update blogku ini... Phew

i realised tt my blog looks more eventful when i was not married but its actuali hell no, in reality.. semakin mengharungi alam kahwin2 nie, life has been extremely jam-packed to the max..! y? haha! i figured the logic...cos now the sunshine in my life is "shining" with me 24/7 now!! haha! getto? tak faham jugak?? hah pi kahwin then think this over again.. Roll

ok..lemme track back wat happen since thursday...

Wednesday, 13th Dec..

hmm.. nothin great but it was countdown to 14th for my detailed scan..hehe!! my bro zali came over at midnite to sleepover as i am bringin him along too 4 my scan.. oh yeah, i actuali COOKED spaghetti tau...lol!! termasam sikit la...but all eat pinish...bro ate 2 bowls!! cuka aku.. ok cannot deny, hubby help la ard..Both of them played PS2 till dunno wat time, while i retired to bed...tt night, was the end of my ice cream "life" as bro pinish e whole tub!! haha...

Thursday, 14th Dec...

ITS D DAY!!!! i woke up at 7+ got ready, kicked their butts to wake up and all was ready by 8+...sempat aku buat breakfast utk drg.. we kelamz kabut got to the car as my appt was at 9am..gedebak gedebuk... register kul 915am..haiz.. aku rase org suma ingat kite salah clinic!! langsung tak macam org mengandung...wakaka! tunggu pe..tunggu..at last nombor aku pon dipanggil...

doctor tunjuk all e body parts..ade yang aku tak nampak ada yang aku tak bleh make out..tapi aku ya kan jer...pasal aku nak dia pi check ade "bird" ker tak..hehe...seronak tgk2..dia tunjuk the head, the brain, the heart, the kidney...etc sekali, dia ckp ngan aku to wait for ard 20mins outside & dun go toilet..haha!! dia tau la aku baru pi toilet b4 aku masuk tadi..patutla tak nampak sangat... frust drg tak dpt tau...cubaan...

kuar bilik, pi beli air..togok sampai abis, then tahan air kencing...then ard 20mins dia panggil balik..HA!! nie kali, clear cut nampak baby aku.. alahai..touching!!! semua sifat dia aku nampak, heart dia..semua ar!! dia ade buat movement nie, where dia angkat tangan as if waving to us..hehe!! ok, doc started all over again and till the bontot part...this qns was asked.."wanna noe the gender??" me step tanya hubby BUT I WAS DYING TO KNOW... yes, i wanted it to be a surprise but NO i wanna know!! so YES we answered!!

its a..................................................

HELMI JUNIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was so happy and so was hubby!! our instinct was RIGHT, right from the start!!

well, news was broken to my curious mama & ayah..and helmi's mak & abah...

yadadaddadaddadada....we outz from KKH at only 12+...cian hubby & zali, hungry giler...

so we lunched at Zam2 arab street and then proceed to Kbox @ marina square... after that at 5+ we met mama & ayah.

rezeki baby seems to be flowing in now...here is y...

1. me ajak ayah mama to juz tumpang us, so 1 car jer la..then mama saw my near empty tank, she asked helmi to masuk pump station, FULL TANK babe, mama top kan..hehe!! enkiu mama!!

2. Ayah belanja kiter suma makan...BURP!!!!

3. we went to PS, mama ayah got zali his much-wanted MP3..8G sak!! bontot tul...suka dia..

4. We went shopping spree and helmi got his shirts, mine & ayah too...mama belanja...sekali ka-ching!! the cash register reflects $$ 241 !! Shock oh oh..kiter amik2 tapi tak tgk price tag..haha!! panggilla mama konon nak bilang sebelum dia terkejut tgk bill la.. mama ketawa and said, "bayar jer la.." haha!! aku and bro konon nak step u'standing la... tanya dulu sebelum ape2..

so we rattled off, happy with our shopping today..the best thing is kocek tak burn!! kocek mama ayah yang burn...hehe!!

THANK YOU MAMA & AYAH!!!

Friday, 15th Dec..

5. just now, baru balik makan...with my family in law... SIL belanja whole family makan as tanda la, now tt we know its a boy...makan sampai nak metup perut..!! thanks kak!!

now.. i am sittin here typing away with baby kicking away... such a nice feeling...

btw i was tagged by Yanni...so here goes...

WHAT I HAVE ACHIEVED IN 2006

1. Planned my own wedding...success!
2. Taking flight on my own, wit hubby la... Dulu always with parents..
3. Have my own property...my house..car..husband pon hehe!
4. all my goals that i set back in year 2000.
- to be married with at least 1 kid, a healthy paycheck, a caring husband..all by age of 24.

so yeah...literally, i managed to achieve all tt i aimed for..ALHAMDULLILAH...

WHAT I DID NOT ACHIEVED IN 2006

hmm... to bring back my late sister to life...

WHAT IS MY OBJECTIVES IN 2007

1. to be a good mama
2. to be a good wifey
3. to be fair & just ****** @ work...
4. to continue being happy with what Allah has to offer me...

okla..tts all i guess...

good nite all..

p.s: blogger nie asyik tak bleh load pixs jer...hmm, if not bleh see my baby picture...hehe!

Tuesday, December 12

hubby is the chefChef for today..!! hehe... i have requested for a western dinner!! wonder whats cooking....

well, here is the pix of my god-son..Md Norhelmi...hehe!!! helmi's junior...

liz : can't wait to see him again!!


well...nie kiter la! project2 handphone baru hubby!! haha...cuka dia!

dahla, as it is suppose to be..a short entry...bye!!! i am a hungry mama!!!

ok hubby callin!!tata!!

Friday, December 8

Hey...it will be your birthday tomorrow....9th december....hmm, you would be 20 this year....
But, you are somewhere, where i dun belong YET... i hope you are happier there..
Only Al-Fatihah and pink flowers on your pink grave...from me to you..


do come in my dreams...
Happy birthday to you..
~your sis, Rini~
Crying 1

Wednesday, December 6

at my rate now... i think i will gain many many kilos in no time..

mana tak nya... makan2 tapi tak kenyang2....mulut asyik nak kunyaaaahhhh jer...

i feel so Pregnant Smiley ..................

oh...and i am so back to lurving everybody mode...haha!! so tukar lagu ar...

haha!! lagu track back to loooong....time back seh..but anyway the lyrics is meaningful cos THIS GAL GETS ALL SHE WANTS...hhhahahahahahahhahaha!!!...oops! Alhamdullilah...

~Rini~

Monday, December 4

i am back... Cinnamon( this is how my hair is now...lawa? hhehehe )

the whole week had breezed thru juz like whooosh! cos maybe we were looking forward to the weekends, OUTING WITH KUZZINS...plan was to overnight at ECP but was changed.. it was a day at SENTOSA...met up early sunday morning, and set off.. as usual, they bunked on ijal's lorry n hubby & myself tagged along in our car...as usual ade ajer barang yg tertinggal...lupa nak beli la....etc..

sampai jek sane, kiter park sebelah dolphin lagoon, sekali RAIN!! Rain Cloud ... aiseyman, but nasib baik ade khemah besar kat sane..FUH! ape lagi, all 21 of us Sprinting for the space.. haha!! conquer sak... agaknye ade family day the day before...ade krusi and meja lagi seh... seronok! tapi lepak, mase tgh nak lari tu, hubby pi mintak baldi flat yang drg bawak utk game, ingat kan untuk ape..rupanya nak shelter aku dari kene hujan la!! awe..sungguh the touched!

then settled down, then main game..semangat sak drg bawak apple, belon etc utk game..hehe!! aku setakat bleh jadi audience and judge jer Sandy Beach ..aku ni dah mcm terasa heavy now..hmm, hubby peh seronok main2, terkinjah2..sempat dia buat sandcastle lagi... Bro came at around 3, ade ke dia kate tak de org kejut..padahal, macam nak meletup phone aku call..but anyway, we still had fun...

after it all, i kept bugging them to take the Sentosa Luge..i had calculated our finance and should be enuff for all of us to take the ride, courtesy of our "kuzzins fund". eventually, it was set!! we walked...and walked and we walked...to the Siloso beach...haha! ade yg kejung nampak the skyride..haha!! SEKALI....preggy woman cannot take the ride la!! heart pain..but it was ok la!!

they had great fun both the adrenalin-feel up & down..with Izan having a fierce entrance from the rest but a "tak-hensem"ending ...haha!! member langgar cushion la...!! Laugh Hubby kalah to Bro 2 kali..2 kali pasal, after this ride, all the biggie kuzzins with zali inclusive, they pool money and play again..haha!! takpe la..i am out of bound for 9 months..afterwhich, i will be back!!!

pastu pi kat vehicle, and set out for west coast playground... semata-mata nak main tt so call "flying fox "thingy..but fun la!! semua kene paksa naik then kene tolak rabak2, sampai bersimpul2...ntah la susah nak explain.. $$ balance kiter pi beli ice cream kat McD for all.. then dok melepak la kat situ..pi simpul2kan badan kat all the menan2...

end of day, send bro home & we return to our crib...nanti aku post pix..

bye la..got werk to do..!!

Sunday, November 26

have you guys seen the Drama Prison Break??



OMG!! i didnt follow AT FIRST cos i was not interested but then, one fine day, i saw this cutey, hehe..sorry hubby, dun worry u still cuter!!, WENTWORTH MILLER...alahai, semenjak tu, I WAS HOOKED SAK...!! bagus la tu eh, hubby got company to watch... but anyway i cant agree more, the story extremely good & tak lembab....

nie la dia si Mat Wentworth tu..

Cant wait for the next episode!!!

Hmm, currently i am on a food binge...kes makan-tapi-tak-kenyang2...hehe!!

Thursday, November 23

yesterday took half day...GI DOCTOR!!! hehe....best sekali....tak kisahla kuar duit, we hubby & wifey always look forward to every check up..

Appt was at 1.50pm but i reach at 1.52pm..hehe! took the routine urine test, took my weight (i gained 1.2kg!!!! Woohoo!!), took my blood pressure...then see doctor...

then, missy came to me, while i was waiting, and ask me to go for the blood test, which i tot was on december..OH NO!! Nervous pucat muka aku!! hubby, bontot tul, pi ketawa2 kan aku... takpe la baby, anything for you...

i was hoping my name to be called lambat2, tapi pe sekejap... adoi!! Nurse i dun dare see but i took a breath and glimpse...OMG!! darah aku dah kuar.. penuh tube, bila ajer dia cucuk..sekali dia amik 1 lagi tube..WAT??!! nie kali aku conscious so my blood was only tickling in..haha!! she squeeze ma arm tighter and WALA!! it gushed out.. its over!! yeah!!

then its back to see doctor...he said all very good, Alhamdulillah...i gain weight n all..then he asked me to lie down...hmm, situ tak de scan machine, u know the screen..then masa nak lie, i saw the picture of uterus..alamak!! dia nak check bawak ker..oh no!!

sekali..he took the gel, then the scanner..hmm ape ngak nye dia nak buat eh?? sekali ade speaker la!!! then i can hear a momentum sound..

Gosh!! its baby's heartbeat la.... Baby With Bear Heartbeat alahai, sungguh syahdu... very the touching.. then tgh touching2, terdgr pulak bunyi macam org main pedang...Swissh..swoossh!!
i cant help but laugh cos hubby muka pon dah kemek!!

me: Doctor, what wuz tt? my baby playing fight2 izzit?? *giggling*
Doctor: *lughing along* ya, baby is fighting with me..want to run away from the scan..


haha!! good la, doctor said baby very active.. then we left smiling away... Eyebrow

pastu gi makan kat Zam Zam arab street...tulnye makan..murtabak & briyani..steam dok!! hhehe...then pi umah Kuzzin Ijal, pi burn karaoke disc..hehe!!

then balik tgk CSI sampai pagi.. tgh tgk tv tu, i put my hand on my lil bump.. then i felt like a hand shoving it aside from INSIDE!!! i was like, "AYANG!!!! I FELT IT!!! "haha!! esctatic aku jap..i read in the Internet and extracted this, " Thinner women tend to feel movement earlier and more often than women who carry more weight. .." mybe tt is y..

nie aku baru bangun, actuali dah pi beli breakfast n dah kenyang pon..BURP!!! tapi lum mandi..kekeeke!

kla bye!! nak pi Sentosa...hahahha!!

Sunday, November 19

looks like my free time to blog is ever now so limited..haiz... too busy la.. no, not for work only please..i balance my life!!

Subject of the week is.... ANGER!!!Angry hahaha...lemme trackback now...

hmm, laugh all you want but me & hubby has been following up on the indonesian sinetron, HIKMAH...so geram wit the mother...& i asked hubby, ade tak pompuan dlm dunia nie yang so penyabar mcm dia, si Ana tu..hmm, dlm hati aku macam nak try...haha!! well, as u might have guess, busted a lot of time...

on friday, something that made me boil happened, though i m not gonna spell out all that happen, to me it was god-damn ridiculous... i kept cool ajer...but in the end i flared!! haha... nak diam membakar diri didlm sak... well, some1 at werk was doin tt "damsel in distress"act again..yeah again... mangarut sak, tak puas hati ckp ngan aku, tak ya nak use ur so-called "boyfren"to do the dirty act 4 u.. bitch!! u can cry buckets all you 1 and even if you "kick the bucket"i dun even give a damn... in fact, to think of it, tt would be better...my world will more peaceful... Yoga ...kick the bucket makna nya bunuh diri...suicide... Noose then you can haunt me all you 1, i will just get you exorcist and turn you to ashes!! hmm, think again, if you haunt me, maknanya ko nie ternyatala memang HANTU Ghost dunia akhirat!!! hahah!!! well, enuff said, i am done with tt...TO HELL TO YOU....muahahaha!!

then tt friday jugak, met with kuzzins, pi main bowling... sekali ade "mangkuk ayung" nie pi jump start kemarahan aku yg belum chill lagi..

asshole: *sending our orders* sorry you cannot bring outside drink.
me: *look at him* hmm...*still not budging my bottle of blueberry tea*
asshole walked away...
then asshole came back...
asshole: sorry outside drink cannot bring...
me: then wer u want me to put it??
asshole: in your bag can
me: *makao, otak jam kapa??? beg aku lagi kecik dr botol tu* how the hell am i to do so?????
asshole: *thinking hard* but you cannot bring outside drink...
me: *already losing my cool* WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM??? THEN HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN THIS??? *pointing to the bottle that this chinese group beside me, brought in*
asshole: *speaking mandarin to the group* is this your drink?? *translated*
me: YES!! IT IS THEIR FREAKING DRINK...
asshole walked away...

asshole came back and spoke to the chinese group asking them to buy a drink...they ordered mineral water..*they stupidly spoke in chinese, stupidly thinking tt i dun cleverly UNDERSTAND tt language..*

when asshole left taking their order, kuzzins asked what happen tt made me "jumped"i told them y... hubby, knowing me, knows tt i dun pick up a fight with no solid reason..we looked around and true enuff, ade jugak org bawak out drink, even outside food!!! tt made ma points even stronger...

asshole came with the group's order and came to me...

asshole: really but outside drink cannot bring..the bottle they bring is plain water...*trailing off*
me: HELLO!! I FREAKING UNDERSTOOD EVERY SINGLE MANDARIN TT YOU SPOKE JUST NOW. AND FINE, IF TT IS YOUR ARGUMENT, LOOK....*attempting to tear the plastic film for my blueberry tea bottle* IF I TEAR THIS, IT WILL NOT BE AN OUTSIDE DRINK OK??!!
asshole: *DUMBFOUNDED* but there is cctv here, later they see got outside drink..
hubby: then you go walk from this end to tt end and go confiscate all the outside drink & food, can?? then you come back to us...*takin the haven-tear bottle from me* eh, look...i am drinking from the bottle, the cctv can see right?? *drinking* so is the police coming??
me: EH BOY!! ( but actually not a boy la ) YOU DUN TRY TO PRACTISE DOUBLE STANDARDS WITH ME!! GO N SEE THE OTHER TABLES FIRST!!
asshole: but later my boss see..
hubby: go get your boss here now..and let him see how ridiculous you are just to pick on our table..see, we bought 4 drinks & fries from you when other table dun even order from you!! see who have give u more business...
me: YEAH!! GO GET HIM HERE & YOU CAN GO BACK TO SELL YOUR FOOD & DRINK..


makao!! i will never put peeps in a spot for nothing..but it was damn obvious tt others get away wit it and he dun see it...haiyo...

and till the shop close, THE BOSS NEVER CAME!!! wat a joke!!

tu jer la...hopefully next week will be better...





Monday, November 13

warning!!!
For 13th Nov posting....please start from bottom...

this is to prevent severe confusion!!!

Please adhere!!!


that's us!! after the ECP outing...
dah tido..bangun kul 1+..aiseyman, terlepas nak gi join kuzzins fetch najib kat airport.. suka la nana..tunangan nya dah balik dr werk commitment pat germany..hehe!!

my in-laws called saying nak dtg antar mkn dr melaka..they juz reach la..ok la tu.. nanti emi can go down and take..skali kiter call tanya kat ner, drg kat carpark la!! adui!! apalagi aku lompat masuk toilet la...hehe!! then they ajak gi umah one of the frens, ade cukur rambut..kiter pon pi la..pas tu gi fetch mama gi umah pak lang..ade small b'dae bash utk fitri...then dah settle suma, antar mamaku balik...

then meet kuzzins at umah bik ayu!! mampos, karaoke lagu "my heart" macam nak rak.. maner tak suma couple kene nyanyi..ade yang bawak tersungguh la syahdu sampai bleh nangis nie!! lepak sak..jiwa ar..pas tu nyanyi2, aku makan ayam goreng sampai 10 sak...tu pon masih lapar..

then, apa lagi, plan tak stop there!! kul 11+ kiter antar all small kuzzins balik..kiter yg besar2 nie, pi main bowling!! heyhe...gerek giler...

pastu, gedebak gedebuk..kul 2+ drg sumer sampai umah,..me & hubby pi carik makan..lol!!

tu jer...nie nak mandi, nak pi umah liz, nak nenok hilmi!!!
while the boys were hot on their soccer...here is wat the gerls did...

we step nak "scramble"our legs...haha!! enjoy..

Dah jadi...pon...Pastu...step nak bangun..di tolongin oleh yg lain2 yg tak rase nak "patahkan"kaki... tak naik2 jugak... masih tak bleh bangun....
percubaan sungguh the gagal...
dah give up...tepuk tangan..haha!! the boys dah bis main bola... lepak benor...ingat dah K.O, tapi tidak!!! drg carry on main rumah dayak!! haha!! mlm tu si hubby hidup sekali..dgn zali2 pon...suma ar hidup..
lepas drg dah game main umah dayak, gerls conquer lak..main captain's ball.. boys main tadi fierce, pekik2 suma..gerls main banyakkan shrieking,,lol!! at dawn, bro zali saw a magnificent sight!! lawakan.... a brand new day...kiter gerak kul 6lebih...aku sampai rumah, mandi trus flat...wit hubby!no..no...this is not the end!!! see next post..