Missing those happy moments

Been wanting to go to a country that has snow.

Looking at this picture it makes me wonder how it is like over there.

Hahaha!

We would be able to slide around and play snowball.

Hmmmmm.....

When shall we do that..

Unbelieveable...

That is the only word I can describe what I am feeling now..

Happy Birthday Rini!!!!!

Happy Birthday to the sweetest girl I have ever met!

Today marks another year for you to be more wiser to think what would be right for you.

I will always pray for great happiness and good life for you in the near future. I hope with the age you will also be a better mother to our 2 beautiful kids who has never failed to be loved by others.

I will always be there for you no matter what....... remember that :)

Loving you always,

Helrini09

Weekends are coming!!!

Woah!!! the weekends are coming!

For those who are in the hospitality industry this weekend is gonna be a blast!

Anyway....

Yesterday I met Abg Mail.. The guy who had done our decorations and DJ during our wedding.

My gosh after a long time he still remembers clearly how the wedding went. Unbelievable!

Well we chat for awhile but unfortunately I had to leave to my other work site.

Wish I could catch up more...

Anyway wish you luck on your Club Jazz which had been the DJ and décor for me and wifey wedding..

Have a great weekend everyone!!!

Ciao!

Helmi

As the lights goes off..... Zooooom!!!

In the racing world when we see the red lights coming on, all our nerves in our body begins to rush like a speeding bullet.

As the red light goes off that is where it all begin!

Either you make it or break it, all depends on the first corner.. Hahahaha!

Well that's the fact... F1 is just around the corner, some may be excited and some may just dwell over the yearly noisy high speed cars that breaks the sound barriers....

If you ask me the moment I hear anything that has engines I will get very excited!! Guess it is just in me.. Hehehehe!

Also....

To usher in the F1 fever someone is also celebrating the yearly birthday celebrations. Wonder who could that lucky person be..hmmmmmmm...

Today like finallyyyyy........ our kids managed to bring the Teacher's Day present to give to their teacher. Haha! Ya I know right it's a little bit too late.. But itz ok, janji kite kasi ma...

Funny both our kids have a different idea of how they would like to give it to their teachers. Mama dia ada lah penat2 wrap for them but in the morning,

 Rizqah was like -  "I don't like the wrapper, can I take it out?"

Ryan - "Wow, the wrapper is soo nice"

Hmmmm.... That's why we have to compromise and adapt to the differences that our kids have.. well that's the fun part of having wonderful kids.. Hahaha!

Ok Ciao gonna do some stuff..

See you soon.

Helmi

The Continuation of The Life of RInielisha

Hello!!

Since you do not have time to write in I will try my best to continue this beautiful blog of yours that you had dedicated your time with previously.....

I just feel it is a waste to stop blogging The Life of Rinielisha.......

There are just too many things that is worth writing in to add to the beautiful memories that you have published.

Well from my previous post I had written a short summary of what I felt over the years that we went through.

Now that we are at this stage, tough decisions are to be made to either move on with confidence to face challenges in life that we have no control off or live life that we never wanted to.

Whatever it is. Allah had already written what is best for us. It is just how we want to live with it and accept his guidance.

Even since I have found back my long lost passion, things has been great for me. This has been something that I had been wanting to do even before we got married.

I will definitely appreciate the support you gave even though you were VERY scared to ride again in the beginning. It has been like 6 years since I stop riding...  Thank you mama...

You never fail to allow me to pursue what I want to do even though sometimes explaining the theory might be a huge pain in the ass but you ensured it will be worthwhile... I put my hats off for that..

By the way, lovely lady, your birthday is just a few days away, I have a surprise for you... :) ( Be patient ok I know u hate the anxiety of waiting for it..... hehehehe )

Meantime enjoy the things you do and be happy always....

Should I take up the challenge and pursue my dreams?

Hmmmm......

I have never felt so scared to decide before..

Dear Allah,

Please show me your guidance and lead me the way that would be best for me and my family....

Whatever it is I shall remain positive to face it.. Insyallah everything will be fine..

Ok, guess I wrote a lot for today.

Gonna have lunch now..

Tata!!

Yours Truly,

Helmi........

Something that i had not done for years.......

Hi Rinielisha!!

I have not enter your blog for the longest time. As we moved over the years, putting FB as the culprit we have never managed to write in what we felt or went through.

Well to begin with it has been 11 years since I first met you at Golden Village. a lot of things has changed since then.

We had successfully achieve a lot of great things together which had brought us to where we are right now.

However............. there are some things that we did not.

Those things that would strengthen a long lasting feel.

I have to admit without you I will not be at where I am now. You were my inspiration, you were my motivation. As much as I would say I dislike some of your ways, but it some how brought me to think that it would benefit me in the long run.

Your efforts to make me smile will always be in my mind. Cause when you smile u will always melt my heart.... :)

I have been trying my best to be a good father, a good husband to you but sometimes situations would hinder me to be better. I mintak sorry banyak-banyak.......

As we got to our 8th year of marriage, life has been different. We know very well what went on...

But I just want to say, I have never felt this way before. This has made me thought a lot......

However, the burning desire in me will keep burning with the LOVE that I had pledged.

Once again I would like to sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart should there be at any point of our relationship that u may have felt I did not love you enough, cause I am only human that can't run away from mistakes.....

I will never, not a bit loose the love of my life in my heart.... Even if situation does not permit.

Lastly,

Dear Allah,

Thank you for the years you have given us with all the blessed happenings that we went through.

My only wish from you right now is to give us the happiness that we need to sustain a relationship that would last us for eternity. You know best and we are only your humble worshipper. I hope my prayers to you will be heard.

That all I have to write....

Thank you!!!!!!


I LOVE YOU RINI.....................


Yours Truly,

Your Hubby bucuk-bucuk that loves to irritate you...... ;)