hahaha!! i am back for yet another post..

i do have alot of time on my hand i guess..haha!! nah..now ayah nye take over Ryan..

i very the noti..i took Ryan pix mase dia ngah teran nak berak... LOL!!

nie member ngah steam nak meneran..



haha!! nie ngah meneran..muka tak maintain sak!!



nie video ryan ngah meneran in the car..hehe!!



k..and nie pix dia lagi..haiz soon it will be a blog full of his pixs..hehe!!

hmm, today i feel like having 2 separate postings..

well this posting is more on a serious note though..

Since i gave birth, or rather eversince i went thru childbirth, i seem to have a different way i look at life..not sure y though..

to those who know me, when i hate..i despise, i sworn their existence, i do anything under my sleeves to make their life as miserable as can be.. and wen i do, i hate their whole generations!! simply put, wen i hate, there will be no end to it.. seeing or hearing their name can easily make me boil.. ör like Literature has it,

" Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman Scorned "

Just hated it if peeps intrude in my happiness or just do anything to diss me.. haha!

but over times, i made up with some of them somehow.. but tt wasnt till like a looooong period.. of at least 10 years..

hmm, in my bad book now, i have some names...STILL..

But i am now declaring..PEACE!! to all.. ya, cannot forget wat they did but hell, now after being a momma, i decided that no point aku simpan dosa lagi..haha!! well as u know..

"ibu yang melahirkan akan ditebus segala dosa2nya.."

Not that i will go and kiss or hug them, but i will just forget about the past.. and treat as if i hadnt known them in the 1st place..so if they wish to berkenalan with me, y not??! hehe..

This implies to those i hate at werk la..

And now, i no longer critizes hard on the street..hehe!! Virgo is known for critisizing...

ok la, i know, we will just seehow long i can last..Cos the last time i said all this, wen i was sitting in front of the Kaabah, i promised to be a good gerl.. i tried but not for long..haha!!

but wait, i will make 1 exception to 1 person.. i will never forget nor forgive tt 1.

bontot...............

however though, i still chooses to hold the fort to these 2 quotes which i have always uphold..



BUT......



BUT i will be more chill.. no more a hater.. Orang Punya Pasal, i wont care la.. but if orang Cari Pasal, then we shall see to it..hahahahahahha!!



sesungguhnya..nie entry takde makna..LOL

i forgot to blog tt i bought a weighing scale the other day...and i am so pleasantly happy to find tt i am only 7kg away from my pre-preggy weight..which was 48kg..

the last weight was a hefty 65.9kg..so after plus minus now aku dah, erm.. 55kg..yes 55kg!! i have lost a total of 10kg in a matter of 3weeks!! woohoo!!

nah.. i dun intend to get back the 48kg..maybe, i should try to get to 50kg eh? hmm.. can consider..

well, hub had suggested a getaway in july to sort of celebrate our 1st wedding anniversary..hehe! Ryan gotta stay with his grandparents la eh..cowie!! wah!! i cant wait.. oh, it shall be a spa getaway.. and yeah, it will be a double date kinda trip, together with mama liz & hub.. hehe!! separate rooms yah!! haha!!

and to share, i might be consider to be a SAHM like mama liz.. a sahm is a STAY AT HOME MOMMA.. hehe!! i love my career..i love the thrill of werking.. BUT I LOVE MY RYAN MORE!!!

so how? well... i am exploring my options now.. set up a biz?? but wat market? home-based job? sounds ok... well.. will discuss further since i have the blessing from hubby too.. haha!!

So? will my dream to be a tai-tai be fulfil?? if not, play taiti oso can la..! haha!

ok i know not funny...

ok nie gambar sajer2..

a pix of us..mase steady2..no string yet..hah!! this pix, helmi fat bombom..hehe!! dunno y? after tt back to skinny him.. one day i post pix zaman mase baru2 kenal lagi..emi kurus macam lidi..ye lah..aku pon masih selenge bacin!! wakaka!!


this pix, we dah tunang..kira aku dah mature la sikit.. haha!!



this is pix of a married me..oh n preggy tu..



So dinah, if u are reading this? tell me if i ever change?? hahahaaha!! liz?

cos peeps say i stay the look thru out the years..

kla..gtg..before Ryan wakes up...

P/S : The song playing in the background, i dedicate to My lovely hubby & Darling Son..hehe!!

the gerls came last nite with their respective partners to kind of celebrate the birth of my son, md Ryan riz'qi..hehe..

Me & mama liz cam-whoring wit her son..hilmi



And along they came with a box of beautiful cupcakes... how sweet!!




so we chatted, had our foods, blah blah blah.. time with your besties will always be great kan..so wat to expect? fun la last nite..

Enjoy the pixs..










haha!! finally a proper pix!!



compare this pix with above..if you realise, our position never change! haha..dun believe? later i load more of our ol'pixs.. btw, yg tgh to our guest appearance, Aishah Sulaiman..hehe!!


Our family portrait..hehe!




ok this are the latest pixs of Ryan..to fulfil DIY's request..




Sesungguhnya..tadi aku sneak out of my pantang 44 ari and kuar pi visit herni yg baru sajer selamat melahirkan Noushin Reyhana at 5.58pm yesterday...hehe!!



Aru pinish bath!!



tt is the elmo mama liz gave ryan...



kla..gtg go teman the ayah outside..

*stretch body*... i am so yearning for a spa get-away..haha!! ya, after only 2 days ALONE with baby ryan..hehe..

tired yet rewarding..frustrating at times yet his smile will never fails to melt ur heart..Ryan, the "token" of our love..Rini&Helmi..

ntah tak tau ape nak crita but the 2 days had been quite a "mama's lesson" for me.. its an OJT..On-The-Job training.. maner ade org dlm hari jaga baby sendiri.. ada tak?? well at least not tt i know of.. hehe.. i prefer this way..MY way..hehe..

well, my in-laws & parents do pop by to visit though..

here are the latest pix..

Feeeling2 depan cermin..

those pair of legs can sure kick hard...

Spot the baby contest...! haha..that's wer he will be while i run ard doing home chores..

Ok mama..Ryan surrender!!

a shagged me...

i am sneaking out for awhile to blog while ryan is napping..

Boy! a day in a mother's life is so unexplainable..so much of multi-tasking..haiz!! but i seriously dunno y, i am not complaining wen i have to wake up in the middle of the night etc.. looking at ryan juz makes it all worth's it.. something i m sure all momma out there will agree...

reminds me of those tamaguchi days..haha!! remember?? the time those lili tamaguchi took the nation or at least the whole of Yishun Town by storm..hehe!!

Btw, hub starting werk tmr..haiz!! after extending 1 more day, it is finally back to reality world..kesian dia! tts y i told him to go sleep now while Ryan is asleep too.. else, he can never hv enuff sleep..

ok la..gtg. till the next sneak out time!!

Liz - how u handle 2 kids huh??? hehe!

yawnzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!

this entry shall explain on the yawning...

BABY RYAN IS BACK HOME!!!





We finally fetched him home yesterday..but not after 6 gruelling hours of waiting and we were at 1 point at the verge of bursting..here is y..

As u know, Ryan developed jaundice within 24hours of birth, thus have to be monitored in the hospital for 14 days of life.. YES, even though his jaundice had gone down to normal level on day 5. so well, we heeded the professional & medical advice and patiently waited for day 14th to be over..

when we reached the nursery at 11+ am, they were only about to do Ryan last check..haiz!! until the result is out, then we are allowed to discharge him. so fine.. we fed him and waited, sent him back and waited..went to grab some bites and waited..waited and waited.. promised 1/2 hour to 1hr that the result will be ready but nah!! soon, we realised it was closed to 5pm!! shucks!!

That was when i diplomatically this malay gerl @ e counter instead of the nursery.. Conveyed my woes and thank GOD she was helpful.. nasib i didnt choose to scream at her first..kesian dia, to suffer the brunt of my anger...

bla..bla bla..she went in, and told the senior midwife..aiyo! the senior midwife very e eksyen muka.. ok now e report is actual out but need doc clearance..WTF!!

The malay gerl arranged it all and i guessed, she had advised the Senior midwife to at least talk to us 1st..ok she relented we went in the nursery..blah blah blah.. i strongly believed the malay gerl then called the doc again..cos soon enuff, he arrived..walau eh!! but by then we chilled oreadi.. hmm, teh midwife bual baik2..kasi 1 more baby wipes lagi..goo-goo-gaga ngan Ryan lagi..yek eleh!!

so finally Ryan was discharged and we were happy.. went to in-laws house to pick up the supposed to be lunch and headed home..

haiz.. i guess this is wat happens wen u pay lesser..izzit? less priority.. Actuali Ryan was in B1 class, tagging along with mine but since he had to stay for 14days, it was wiser to move him down to C class since the facilities is all the same irregardless of class, for babies.. & the $$ diff is hell lot..to stay in the nursery under B1 rate would be 202 buck whereas under C class rate is a mere 50 bucks. so tt explains the move..

But Conclusion is.. it pays to pay..haha!! get it?? no? ok here goes..

I paid extra for my Gynae to deliver Ryan personally no matter wat
Results : a happy mama cos it was so smooth & private/personal moment.. constant follow up by himself and priority attention..

With paying extra for the above service, my ward was B1.
Results : A happy mama cos it was cosy & private/personal space with ur own stuffs.. no need to share...hehe!!

Tying in with the 2 above, Ryan get his own pediatrician..
Results : happy mama & ayah cos we can easily refer to 1 particular doc for any kind of reference..

but not in the scenario above, the babies doc was busy with 1 thing thus delaying all the discharge..haiz!! only 1 doc 4 tt ward.. i wonder..

ok but lets 4get about tt, now Ryan is soundly asleep alogside with his ayah.. I am joining them now..

oh, the yawn! RYan woke up twice at night.. at 1am and at 5am.. and didnt sleep till it was 6am..

Oh btw, he just had his follow-up check at the poly juz now.. not bad..speedy service for babies..haha! yang lain can pelan2 kayuh! he pass his test all..Alhamdullilah.. waiting for next visit for his vaccine..

k gtg.. jumpin in the sack with them now!!

ARGH!!

TO ALL WHO RECEIVE MY MASS SMS, but if never better, cos the details have change..

Please note that the cukur rambut WILL NOT be on the 10th of JUNE..

It will now be on the 24th of JUNE... ok??

i have not send out any official invites but i juz send sms to some to block off the date.

reason for the change?? ayah cannot take leave on tt day..hehe!!

anything else, you guys know how to catch me!

hey folks.. ydae didnt blog cos after balik visit Ryan me and hub had some business to do.. we Spring-Clean the house!!! haha!!! ... shifted the stuffs to convert the game Room to Baby Ryan Room.. hehe!! and then the guest room was re-made, complete with the Playstation set-up & the PC with a little office-cum-workstation for myself.. so now hubby and me can play game & surf the next IN ONE ROOM.. yippee!!

Niela bilik game yang telah di-bogelkan...oleh hub!

This is the stuffs that was snuffed out to make way for the makeover of rooms...

There u go.. Baby Ryan lil Play Room...

Nie bilik guest..tu tv & Ps2..hmm on the right, is my workstation (tak masuk frame lak..)

My Messed-up Kitchen...God knows wat i dumped in it!!

hehe! juz me..taking a breather...

Hub took the 2 rooms to task while i handled the kitchen..hmm, cam pandai jer aku..! wah we managed to turn-over the rooms & kitchen as expected... bathed & had dinner and watched tv together and to top it all, as usual with a game or two of Taiti..hehe!!

ok here are the pix of Ryan from today's visit!!

This is how he looks...after each BF session... Muka ada steam!! moncong selalu kuar..LOL!

Di sayang2 oleh ayahanda..

2nd round of milk by ayahanda tersayang..hehe!!

Aww!! family portrait...

SMILEZ!!!

Ryan kekenyangan trus sleep..sleep but smiling?? hmm..

Ayah..dun leave...

Ok the last entry i said dia bnyak peminat kat hospital kan..ydae, a student nurse approached me and told me tt again..hehe!! They always berebut for him..hehe!! and she ask me ape secret rambut dia lawa.. i said.. "banyak tgk astroboy..!" haha!!

Baby Ryan ikut sape eh??

Baby Helmi

Or Baby Rini??

Ok la.. goin to hospital again.. Nenek & atuk woodland, mentuaz aku la tu.. nak pi tgk cucu kesayangan drg..hehe!!

To those who i didnt sms, please note that i will be doin his cukur Rambut in June.. 2nd week most prob..the 10th..

Bye!!