back to load more pictures.... from the wedding

Us...as usual...

Me...posing2 Zali & ayah after e whole event.. ok.. Nie takde kene mengene dgn wedding..haha! do i look plain? helmi likes me this way..
ok back to the wedding..nie Sat malam rewang.. dah lepak dok!
Nie ha dabis crita kahwin, nie kita gi skola mama, ade BBQ! Lepas BBQ, dua budak giler step naik kreta pakai helmet..rally la konon!

nie aku lak yg buang tebiat, step konsert dlm keta!
kwang..kwang..kwang...
Notice someting? in ALL 3 pix, kiter pegang goleng pisang... ..irony...
Something Kuzzin Maya did...it touches me..

Nite,

~rini~

the weekend came and poof as fast.. hmm, event starts with preps for ma dear kuzzin's wedding. Congrats to him, Fauzi and to his wifey, Nani. We had a suprise Daddy's Day celebration too.. hmm..gambar lum dapat ar.. later i upload..and juz a facts trivia; the wedding was on the 18th of June..tt fateful date...

but it has reali been a photo feast week..

however, i am in no mood to pen down ma thoughts.. it has been enuff tormentin for ma blog.. i will just rattle on..cos..tomorrow is her 2nd year death anniversary..

Al-Fatihah to Arwah Sri Syahidah Bte Samri...

Juz enjoy this pixs k..

Zali doing henna for the gerls...
Fathers day surprise... gosh..this was after an hour of "ok tak? ok tak?" change this & that... vain sak.. The tag team... The traditional berkat with telur inside..

Cute right!!!!

ARGH!!!! it always happens... some pictures cant load... i wil continue tmr.. nak tgk CSI...

~rini~

have u seen that advertisement on tv? the one that shows a story of speedster..a sad story.. the attention to detail was simply to vivid & explicit for my taste. the wreck bike and all..wat a timing for such thingy.. commemorative huh?

lots of stuffs happens but hey, its small little things but it meant alot cos i spent it with helmi.. *chuckles* a lot of me, re-financing our cash.. meeting insurance agent..confirming the delivery of our furnitures, beds and all. chasing after HDB contractor for our other sets of keys, which they still hold despite completing the faults in our house. *duh*. work deadlines to meet.. AND YET, i am happy that i managed to balance ma life between work, family & fren. Alhamdullilah. i didnt handle tt well enuff in the past but i am satisfied with ma improvement.

mama say gonna "tie" me in july..haha! mane tak, hari2 kau, kite lepak sesama..gi main game la..gi shopping la.. gi makan la..gi maner2 la..gedebak, gedebuk..next month sak..k la mama, tie me all u want, after that, siang malam pagi petang akak bleh tgk muka emi..lol! bila bangun tido bila abis mandi bila makan pagi bila balik keje..etc la... hmm, jelak tak? hah! wat a question..

dahla..i am gonna continue ma sleep..i slept just now but woke up to pee.. and biase, transit kat sini..

nites to all..
~rini~

FRIDAY

ended ma work at 5pm..went home to do some stuffs..clean...

At night, meet the kuzzins at 9.45pm..plan was to go venture!! after a long time..hehe! ..well, i was comtemplating on whether should i or should i not go. I had to meet a deadline at 10am next day.. in the end, zali punya pasal, i went ahead. Everybody wore black but i wore BRIGHT PINK!! nie suma zali la ponya pasal, lupa nak bilang suma pakai itam.. helmi couldn't make it as he had to drive up to Malacca with his family...*sad*

well, ramai2 duk kat blakang lori, an open lori tt is, excited on our destinations..heres wer we went.

1. long lonely road with a stretch of abandoned house @ jln kayu..
..i saw some bird flying above, past us...& @ 1 point, we heard the sound of glass bottle breakage! *baa!!*
2. old BIG house on Gallop road, it stands on a hill!!
the house is beautiful and huge! has its own sort of garden...it stands in such a grand manner. but, it was pretty eerie.. with no lights around, with the undisputable fact tt its abandoned, it oozed out a sad feeling.. as if it's hiding stories to be told.. the silence seems deafenin @ 1 point.. As we had began wit, we, errm exclude me, took out the flashlights to "see" better..snapped away and video cam all the activity.. we were pretty much entering their "boundary" & invading their "privacy" if any..
3. Pusara aman/abadi...1st time, i saw Arwah shasa kubur @ nite.. *sad*
i was worried more than scare to enter, as i didnt want ma bro to get sad upon looking at the state wer our dear late sister is now. lying alone...gosh, emotions got into me, making me choke! but hey, i wont spoil it all..since i saw zali was braving it.
4. some abandoned building, which is now used for live firing ground. The building still stands, wit a playground...eerie!!
this time, we had to walk in. the places b4 this, we park RIGHT beside it. all got down, armed with flashlights , camera(all sort;hp, DG..etc) the biggy kuzzins led the rest...cool! mcm night walk!!
5. this one, UNITENTIONALLY, ended up in old chinese cemetery..
haha! never expected, so all were shock @ the fact, the cemetery laid right beside us,left & right, as the lorry scrolled in.. it was a 1 way road, so imagine how close tt was!! with heavy dew(embun) it kinda give me the cold shivers..

Got la somemore, but i cant recall.. anyway, apology to ALL kuzzins if i had not been ma usual self, i had a deadline on ma shoulders, so i kinda feel, hmm, disoriented. And helmi was not around so i felt "lost" haha! guess i have been too dependant on him...

mama, ayah & neighbours still sembangin outside..ish! dah malam pon masih ketawa2 mcm kul 12tgh hari...

k, gonna bath & sleep..so time will pass faster..then i wake up, by then helmi dah sampai s'pore...

nite all,
sorry if i had hurt any of you...
~rini~

at the stroke of midnight, i was pleasantly surprised by an SMS from helmi... haha!! today, 5th June, marks our 2yrs tunang...wakaka!! tak sangka cepat mase berlalu..yup, we kahwin terlebih yg dijanjikan..nak kenakan date dan jugak, due to June, being a month of a significant sorrowful event..happy anniversary sayang!!

nie baru balik johor, simple jer dinner, or should i say, supper kiter... 2 prata telur each and teh tarik with syrup lychee... burp!! Alhamdullilah kenyang jugak..

Yesterday, ma best bud, Ifa, kahwin-ed... aku seperti biase macam PR..nyehehee!! jalan sini...jalan sana.. hosted some colleagues...sat wit ex-school mates..it was all like, "riniiii, next month ko lak.." hugs and kisses(cheeks la..) with those dah berzaman tak jumpa...sambil menyelam drink water...macam, killing two birds with satu batu..begitu jugakla aku, menyepreadkan khabar berita yg aku akan invite drg2 tu next month...

yawnz...nantuk lak! sitting here, i noticed, stalks of pink roses in a bucket full of water.... the roses are beautiful..radiantly pinky... oh ya, after ma anniversary, there will be another anniversary in around 2weeks time, from now... it will be Shasa's 2 years death anniversary.

can imagine how ironic it had been to years ago? the sudden change of atmosphere sequel...from the highest peak of ma life to the deepest ditch ever... go on, try imagine it..

And at that lowest point of ma life, i thank Helmi, Liza, Ifa and Aishah.. for always being the shoulder to cry on, as me being me, would never show ma feelings.. but you guys juz knew when i would crumble..and i would have tumble if you guys had not hold on to me. you listen without interruptin with "consoling words" that everybody used, that dont werk 99.9% of the time. you cry along when i do. when i hush, u pat ma back. Thank you...

June, is a month that i tribute to everybody... thus the song i am playing...

SEMUA TENTANG KITA.

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

~rini~