halooo....

i am still here....

Waiting.....

anyway, juz got back from my gynae's visit and goody news is that Baby R has now "engaged"!! which means, he is ready in the gateway of popping out...hehe!!

Gynae said, last 2 weeks, he turned, now he "parked" already...now is to wait.... for the labour pain or the water bag scene...hmm, i intend to work till i juz cant...Insyallah..

it is always a happy moment for us, each time to scan...such a bliss...Allah's Gift and creation...

well..we will just wait & see when Baby R wants to have his birthday then..

as of now, i just cant believe it will be in 9 days time before our life begins another chapter.. with a new member in our family... gosh!! it just felt like yesterday, when i get to know him, my husband...am glad we are appreciating each other n our sweet memories..not forgetting on how we had worked on our differences to make it work..

the song i am playing now..reminds me of our zaman tunang2...*cweet* enjoy!!


btw, me & hubby just had a war with a sesat cicakman!! it now dead!! muahahahhaha!!

haiz...

i read liz's lil wifey bloggie and that reminds me...yes, of my tough, sad & downer days etc.. days when you just listen to all those jiwangz song... when the place you enjoy goin to was the seaside..by the water-breaker down at ECP...

i dun not recall, mayb i had never poured sorrows to others, not even to my besties frens..family.. i am not sure y but i prefer to keep it to myself..not that i dun see the point but it just wont pour out.. i can never spell out wateva bothers my mind..maybe tt is me...

all of them see me always happy and lucky and all..but i believed i had toughed out the bad times too.. which will juz be kept within me..

maybe if i share, if i were to share, to anyone, i think only tears will pour out to paint the whole intensity of the sorrow.. ya..i guess that is why my inner self decided not to share at all... to save all the embarrassing moments..

oh well, i guess for those gals & guys who know me well, perhaps, you may realise la if i look disoriented then i would have something on my mind...

let's just remember me as the joyous carefree gerl..ermm, woman? mother-to-be la insyallah..hehe!!

but for now...lemme be jiwang la ok..

I shall dedicate this song to my late lil sister....

i am so hungry....

so is hubby...

we are waiting....

waiting for.....

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OUR CANADIAN PIZZA!!!!!

2-4-1...

hehehehehehhheheheehe!!!!

and for Prison Break too...

ahaks!!

goood neeeews for me and darling hubby!!

12th April 2007, Thursday

oh before that, i had mentioned we were waiting for the delivery peeps to send our air-con system rite?? yeah they were real late tt day, supposed to be here btw 11-3pm but they called every now n then and in the end it wasnt till 5pm then they arrived.. haiz, dari bingit2, trus jadi cool...ok so hub & me left them in the house to fix up the 3 aircons which they said would require at least 4-5hours..ok lor, so off we went off to the doc's appt that we HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.....

we reached there, and had to do the CTG, where you can hear the baby's heartbeats as well as to see if there is any contractions.. baby's heartbeat is so fast i tell you... imagine like horse's galloping sound..hehe!! super fast...

after 1/2 hour of observation, with hubby in the cool room too, it was soon done and over with.. nurse unstrapped me and gave me the results to show to my doc..

In the doc's room, he briefed me that all was ok, good etc.. and now is the time!!!!

TO SCAN!!!!

and this scan meant alot to us... as it determines if i AM goin under the knife or going ala-natural.. now, my heartbeat IS beating as fast as baby!!

first touch...i tot i saw his head..yeah there, there wer it is supposed to be..but doc kept us in full suspense still.. and he told us to take a closer look... we did, i was sure baby R had moved down but i dun wanna give the wrong guess.. But then, doc was already beaming with a full smile..

YES!! YES!!

BABY R has somersault down!! thank you sayang... but seram lak, nanti koyak rabak..hehe!!

so now, doc told us its the waiting game....haiz... how painful can tt be..the thought of it...hmm.. and so he said we can book a bed already if we wish too...yeah yeah!!

left for home and bla..bla..bla.. the guys soon finished up the job cleaned... woohoo!! was actuali glad tt i was out while they do all the drilling etc...

they had pre-cooled the room and left...

Bro came over to play PS with hubby and slept over..

hubby & me got ready for bed too, we jumped up on the bed & under the blanket, slumbering into deep sleep...smiling!!!

13th April, Friday

the day started with me cooking french toast for both of them, off to Friday prayers with ayah.. then i got ready, hub had a changed of clothes, sent bro home as he will be goin out with mama & ayah first...

we then drove to KKH to survey the different bed types, etc..

ok, after much explanation by the friendly KK nurse, hub decided to opt for, much to my agreement, , my own gynae who had been taking care of me since i was 6 weeks preggy, to do the delivery.. yeah!! with tt, a bed in B1 class was booked.. and yeah, u guys will be saying what if he cant be on time to do the delivery for me, well then, it will be the Doctor On Duty.. hehe!! tts ok to me, as long i dun have a whole team of peeps coming in & out, observing me in labor etc.. *segan you*.. '

the whole lot of documentation was handed to me so that on the day i experience labor, i just need to pass it to them, at the delivery suite, and all will be processed without any hassle.. In fact all data will be processed now already, only need to be activated upon my check-in, as payments have all been done and not forgetting all the signing on this and that..ceh!!

put the booklet of paperworks in my hospital bag, back in the car boot and set off to meet my family for dinner.. mama blanja..hehe! maklumla, org Government kan dpt pay rise.. hehe!!

before home, dropped by Liz place and she gave us soem durian thingy which wa sooo tempting..at first tot nak jamah jer sikit n leave some for tomorrow but in the end hub & me finish up the whole of it..sedap sak!! thanks liz...lain kali buat lagi ok..

pas tu balik and flat lagik!!

tu jer la yang aku mampu "lukiskan" in this life portal of mine.. hehe!! wait! did anything happen to you on Friday the 13th?? it happen to me, i nearly slipped at the carpark!! dah macam zaman dedulu nye step 7 sak.. hub was like.. ..it just me la... hehe!!

now...

it is the dreadful waiting game...

In denial though...

at the thought of delivering...

hub is not helping...

he keeps telling Baby R to come out...

i wonder...

how will it be when the time comes..

i reali wonder...

7th April

a continuation from that cooking part..hehehe!

ok, after eating and all.. i was thinking of wat to do for the night..entahla can never stick my butt at home though the pinggan is aching n all.. so we decided to gather the boys for a lil BBQ...with my newly-bought-BBQ-thingy-but-haven-use one.. huh? ape aku cakap nie?? faham2 kan jer la..

well, tt Saturday being a weekend aftermath of a PH, it was expected tt everywhere was pekol wit people.. hmm, so i decided to have it at home..yes! at the comfort of my homey...haha!!

the boys couldnt agree more and there you have us in a smoky situation exactly at midnite!! we did it over the balcony..i was pretty worried about smoke getting in neighbours' home while they are nicely sleeping.. well, org tgh steam kodok tido confem2 nye panic bila bau asap tgh malam pasal org giler maner yg BBQ dlm rumah...aku jer!! haha

takut tup tup..terdgr jer siren abg bomba!!

well anyway it was a total success...hub marinated chickens turned out FANTABULOUS!! the prawns tony brought was damn nice....with cheese sausage n all.. here is all the fun we had...

Here we have our faithful BBQ-er, Dzul...haha!!

aik nak pi maner tu??

oh..now hub's turn la...

the sedap-prawns!!

hub's sungguh.delicious ayam!!

while with all tt, we watched the Man-U match....

ok gerls, it worked...so next round will be with you gerls n our lovely partner ok??!! settle!!

11th April

Bowling session at Marina South with bro, Dzul and ICE...hehehe!! picked bro up at Dhoby ghaut and picked Ice from Ritz and met Dzul there...the games were extremely challenging!! they were having strikes after strikes n spares..power sak!! Hmm, the queen, me, haha!! will return in a few months times.. the auntie at the counter talked to me and told me if i give birth there, she would give me free games year-round!! fuh!! i was so tempted!! lepak sak...Being Preggy just strikes conversation btw me n strangers...which dun n NEVER happens when i wasnt preggy.. but i do carry the same smug look wat? well, maybe, i say maybe, havin a child in your tummy automatically give the motherly2, goody2, soft-hearted look tt attracts faithful on-lookers... smiles comes freely from them... hmm, must be going down their own memory lane la tu...

well after tt, went to JK and makan..after tt set for home.. by 3++, we were set on bed..

12th April

was woken by the deliveryman's call.. yeah! yeah!! they are sending the stuffs...in 20mins..me & hub showered and all, waiting for them.. skali they antar my portable DVD player jer la dulu.. the air-con later..okla tu, we explored the thingy and it was cool!! excellent for frequent travellers like us... hehe!! well, free2 pon, it would have cost 200 seh.. oh free pasal we bought in bundle la..the 3-system air-con & home theatre.. suka nya aku!!

ok now waiting for the air-con and after tt, heading for my Doc's appointment at 6pm..takut!! as today, he will determine if baby R will ever turn to the right position or not...or he still prefers to sit right up in the breech position.. he decides if i go under the knife or natural.. YA ALLAH!! seraaaaaam nyee....

ok, i gtg now...but will be back to update again..

So stay tune!!

i am on the verge of blowing up now!! i had saved my draft as i needed to do something juz now..but ahah!! it's gone.. i wonder how..

well, i will do a revised summarise version then now..

Friday 6th April..

wishing all a happy hols, i spent the day lazing around at home as i was damn tired from the week-load of werk.. my body-battery is not as energizer as no-preggy days..

while i lazed, hub was moving to & fro the house with his lil toolbox kit, displaying his workmanship in the house.. he went for his friday prayer and i fell asleep..upon returning, he continue his work..and boy, was i pleased with the after results...

1. the loooong mirror was finally fixed in the master bedroom toilet.

- uh well, it was a tad too high for me..not tt high but i could only see my face and a lil of my neck.. we laughed! he had leveled it in accordance to his height.. well fair enuff, he had to always bend a lil when using the dressing table mirror..

2. the entertainment room got re-arranged.

- ok, to make way for the new home theatre system i guess.. but isnt tt suppose to be in the living room..ok i m not sure..but it looks better now, the rearrangement tt is..abt the system, we shall decide later..

and for this, hub called me to our room..guess wat!

3. he brought down the blind and put up a curtain trail, with a curtain on it la.. haha!

- i had prefered the blind but after the change, i had another mind of it..it looks better.. more privacy..hehe!!

4. aaaannnnD to top it off, the icing on the whole cake...!!!Finally, our big wedding photo frame was put up!!

- haha..dun ask y we delayed this.. malas!! but now, the room looks complete and very the cweet..kekeke!

so here, look at the before & after...

BEFORE - look at the frame lying by the window to be hang..

AFTER - it's finally up!! with the curtain to compliment it...

then we took a rest, watching the tv shows together.. at ard 5+, met up with msma, ayah & bro zali at Parkway parade.. initial plan to ECP was cxl as it was jam-packed..

From there we headed to changi beach, as usual, admiring the planes flying past, enjoying the sea breeze n chit-chatting..

from there, we had pool sessions at Orchid Country Club..hmm, on the way there, i saw a bike accident rite exactly at my late sis accident scene...*miss ya*

anyway at pool, ayah, hub & zali had a hell of a time while mama be the laughing spectator..me? i was hooked to ayah's PDA games..hehe!!

Lepas tu, makan lagi!! nie kali supper.. while on it, had a called from nazri..well..well..well.. the night will not end so soon i guess as another plan was conjured up..yup, another pool session with nazri at balestier.. took zali along ahile mama & ayah headed for home..

the night ended like only at 3++... me & hub bathed, did our usual ritual and crashed to bed..oh!! not forgetting to set the alarm at 0900hrs..

y??

Oh..hehe!! we had made plans with Ronald mcdonald..hehehe!! kiddin..no la, just that hub & me had plan to breakfast at Mcd..

Saturday 7th april..

Alarm went off as set, however, i only woke up at 0940hrs!! shucks!! shoke hub up, showing him the time..and we jumped off bed and got ready..hmm, at 1020hrs, we were set in the car..phew!! cepat seh..but worry not, kiter tak kopet hokay!!

Had 2 sets of breakfast meals, chomped it down with our daily chats and stories.. done with tt, we drove off to jurong entertainment ctr to give support to my 2 kuzzins who managed to get in the 2nd round of selection..

it was a hot day..e sun was really scorching down mercilessly..armed we umbrella & sunglass, we walked over to the stage...bla..bla..bla.. kuzzin izan turn was over, and it isnt until 3pm, for wahidah's turn..gosh!! hub brought me to seek refuge at the ice-skating place upstair and boy! tt place was heaven..sejuuuuk!! i was thrilled at looking small kids, i mean it, young kiddos skillfully gracing the ice..wow!! then hub suggested we check out snow city..

we drove there and checked out snow city..fun!! BUT, i cant be in it.. not for me, the preggy...oh well.. we went to Science Centre..haha!! the last, last time i went was in school sak..

the place changed! it got me all excited, me & hub tried and experimented all the stuffs.. we lurve the HUMAN BODY section..hehe!! u can find all the human parts and even how a baby is developed..in a detailed manner, mind you...

see Below pix..of the craziee hub & wifey...

After goin round the map, we headed back to Jurong entertaiment ctr.. and it was pouring cats & dogs.. with clappings of thunders!! it scared the hell out of me.. OH YEAH!! i nearly slipped on the wet floor and hub was so alarmed tt he held firmer grip of me, which was already firm to start with.. it was juz me, who always walked without care..

we didnt stay thru as the weather was pretty bad and crowd was overwhelming.. so i juz wished her luck and the lil kuzzins will updated me once results is out..which is only at 7.30pm or later!!! haiz..

one last thing..LIZ, you should be proud of me.. here is why..

we were hungry, again.. hub asked me what i wanted and i blurted out, "why not i cook??" oh yes, i said juz tt...haha!! you guessed it.. hub asked what would i want to cook? hehe..well, i never ever go beyond cooking, or rather frying eggs & fries..and the latest fried chickens, which took several attempts BEFORE i got it right...well, might as well i tot, as i have the kitchen to myself..no one will be there to see the rights & wrongs tt i might do...so here goes..

i felt like eating this lauk kicap, with kentang & chicken & egg in it...so we went to the grocery shop under the block and bought the following..

1. 80 cents worth of Red Onions

2. 80 cents worth of Potato (inside gor 5)

3. 1 batang of Red chilli..ermm..worth 10 cents

cheap eh!!

so i started my project in the kitchen, sliced the chilli & onions(i cried..bad), diced & semi-fried the potatos, thawed, marinate & fried the chickens, fried the egg..bla..bla..bla.. then i fried the sliced chilli & onion..got smell then i throw in the diced potato, actuali not diced la, like sliced but diced..arr!! wateva la.. then wait till nice2... then poured in the kicap...wait again..then put in the 2 pc of chicken, the other chicken i have it juz fried, then put the fried egg..

wala!! the smell very nice siak.. then i see like pekat gitu, poured in some water and excellent!! Hub was praising me that it smelt nice, but i stopped him short, as i wanted him to taste first..

i laid the tables, with piping hot rice.. n the truth was ready to be revealed..

took a mouthful..took another AND it was a pass from hub!! i found it nice too...hahaa!!

good job to me!!

well, i know its a simple and patut-tahu feat.. but not to me, mama never made me do all the cooking since, i got a small oil splatter on my hand while trying helping her 1 day, looong time ago.. cos i was so sore about the oil splatter..haha!! actuali i was reali curious in the kitchen last time but it turned me off and my house chore was juz to lipat baju.. kekeke! so i guess mama should be proud of me too now..

next on my "experiment" list, AYAM MASAK MERAH!! hehehe..like real..

oh 1 more thing, my team won the inter-dept bowling game!! here are some pixs tt i mange to get..

ok till then..

BYEEEEE.................

phew... finally i made myself sit in front of my comp to update...hehe!! well, being round and all is not comfy langsung.. cant wait to drop the kilos.... hmm!!

to date, i stands at 63.9kg now.. imagine that!! from a small 48kg..

Doc's visit was last week and baby still at breech position...alahai sayang!! Baby R is comfy there la.. haiz... next week another visit to see if he turns or chooses to stay there..

for the record, i am having a hard time siting and lying down.. tummy just gets in the way.. Baby R hates it when i sit in the office.. he will kick and punch and all to make me stand and walk.. but standing and walking is reali a chore for me now..He hates it too, when i lie down.. baby..baby..

well, many things happened sampai aku tak teringat.. so far, life can never be any better.. well, maybe its too early to say, but to me, marriage has been blissful.. you are always kept occupied with happenings and events etc that revolves around juz the both of you.. *sweet*

well, of course, life is never always up, there are downs too.. but i choose to look at the "downs" as a challenge and if we overcome it.. tt is VICTORY.. how we pull thru together matters..well at least to me.. anyway, i juz find occasional downers as a healthy stress..

hmm, ydae, pick bro up from werk and played pool at balestier.. then we went shopping!! hehe..
as you know, i had forgotten to install air-con, of all thing!!, when we got the house.. i tot takpe la.. i can do w/o it.. but now i surrender!! hehe.. after years of sleeping in cooling room, i dun see y i must stop now..haha!!

so intention was to get a single unit, well, since it juz the 2 of us...but ended up buying full system for the house...wee!! then hub got himself a new home theatre system.. phew!! jeng! jeng! jeng! banyak la kiter konon nak save $$.. skali bro pi tanya saleman, whether ade jual pool table tak?!! lepak sak.. but thinking about it..ok jugak la tu...

so i surfed the net and found a good bargain..supposed to show hub for him to decide on whether to proceed buying it or not.. then, bleh aku surprise my bro!! melekat la dia pat umah aku...

okla..gtg..

till next time..

which i myself dunno wen...wakakakakaa!!