Ahlan, Ahlan, Marhaban....Keif Halkum? Bi khair, Alhamdullilah. tak faham ker?? oh well, lemme interpret it all...

Welcome, how are you? I am fine, All Praise To God.

get it? tts arab for you. well, it kewl to have another language huh? hehe! we had fun interacting in Arab juz now.. kewl. 2 more days of training and we are up in positions to be butler & butlerratte...haha!! 1 week of in-house stand-by can be hectic but its e fun tt we are looking forward too..stay tuned....

helmi wanted to pick me up juz now but it was raining & furthermore, i had to wait for the tailor to come to take ma measurement for the uniform. hmm, today 2nd day menses, i had tummy cramp too. but i was lucky though in pain, ma level of endurance never fails me. PRAISE ME! PRAISE ME!!...it was reali an effort tau..

neway, walked to Suntec to go to Nokia. den made ma way home. bought food for helmi & zali @ northpoint. well, u guessed it! wen he couldn't fetch me, they played PSP2 ar..haiz...while, walking, bummed into YANNI with...ermmm. its ok ar. well we did sit & talk but hmmm...kinda gotta go cos helmi was waiting & furthermore, they were sleepy after werk.

we ate @ home, watched Teman Anugerahku..any other tv progs. As usual he felt malas to go to werk..lol! its ok la baby, tmr we go take kunci, go pilih baju...best kan??? hehehehehe...

oh btw, i had this kinda moving testimonial in Friendster from Shida .. take a look...

" Shidah Posted 03/29/2006
Tak lama lagi nak pak pak bing bing.Dah nak jadi isteri org pas tu mak org. Mcm tal caya kan hidup cepat berubah tapi kenangan manis akan tetap di hati dan yang paling aku tak leh lupa masa baru2 kita gaduh tapi lepas tu kita kwn baik kan?Kau masih ingat tak masa kita keje mlm kat ofis lama?Kita betul2 gile enjoy sakan nasib baik takde org masuk but you know wat?Itu yg membuat aku merasakan I don't have to feel old just because of my age and now I don't feel my age.Aku rasa mcm masih muda.Thank You Rini secara tak langsung you change my view about age. "

aweee....pedih2! well, i noe i may be direct & frank in ma views be it good, bad or hurting. i noe its bad but i reali dunno how to be pretentious. i say it if i dun like it. i praise it if i am all over it.. i dun hide. i show. tts me. but in the end, sometimes, it does do good to others. its a matter of whether or not, they wanna analyze wat & why i said wat i did. oh yeah, a remark can be a debate too, cos i believe in standing for wat i feel is right. but hey! i do say sorry if i realise i am wrong ok...duh!

Dear: if you are reading, haha bodohnye aku obviously u are la now, PLEASE READ LIZ'S COMMENT 4 u.... & oso, some1 says you look like Aaron aziz!!! haha!! refer to comment oso... 1 more thing, secret k..jgn bilang org tau.. *bisik kat telinga* i love u sayang....

A PIX THAT WE TOOK.......

k la, ana asifah, tts i am sorry, i got to go..
ma'assalaamah Ilal Liqa, tts goodbye see u again.
Lailak sa'eed...tts GOOD NIGHT!!!!

~rini~

I HATE BLOGGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nice2 i enter my post..den it log me out and NOW I HAVE TO REWRITE!!!!!!!

k werk was fun..i am on butler training so i am attaching to all departments tt i would be liasing with closely..juz now wuz with concierge..excellent as i realised i no nuts about Singapore, beside their history..need to werk on it..but we had a good laugh thru out..to begin with..

Eric: our jurong bird park...net covering..no contacts wit stray birds...so our birds here are very safe..
Rini: yeah..the birds here ARE very safe...*evil smirk*

tt triggered of the laughing gas in the office sak!! haha!! wow, not bad, all e minds are "alert" indeed. i believe, u noe wat kind of birds we are "talking" about..

lunch was great, as our "butler mgr" pick up e tabs! yippee..patutla sedap makan..while having lunch, i receive a call from an unfamiliar number.

Rini: hello...
Caller: hello..nie Rini?
Rini: ye..who is dis?
Caller: hi rini, nie kak...dari RH Bridal..bile dik nak dtg pilih baju?
Rini: pilih? baju? pilih baju???
CAller: ermm, dik nak kahwin july nie kan??
Rini: ya mmg..sorila, i was not expecting ur call now, ingatkan may..hehheheh
Caller: oh..takla.. u can come this week or next week..bleh?
Rini: Wow! tt's fast..k, i will check ngan ma tunang den i get back to u k..
Caller: ok...thank you..
Rini: no prob & thanks 4 e call..

yeah..1st, it was e news of our keys collection, now nak pilih baju..seronok kan...? heheh!! "ala emak kahwinkan aku..." haha!! lagu ad nye si Bimla...

Btw, Mr helmi here, stubbornly puts on his contact lens despite doctor's advise to stay off it for 2weeks...hmm, degil betul..

k enuff of yakadaking...nites!!
~rini~

juz got back... Out to Causeway point with helmi as he nid to go doctor to check on his eye.. mcm infection gitu.. takut aku.. hehe! but ade la "hikmah" sikit disebalik nie..bleh aku tgk dia pakai specs. yippee!! aniway, doc said it not tt serius, BUT he ha sto go w/o lens for appx 2week. *wink wink* We had wanted to buy a new specs for himself but i decided to juz change the lens jer.. ok kan dear? ala, ape pon u tetep tute! hehe..

so peeps you juz gotta get use to this version of helmi.....

Hmm, bakal mertuaku dah belikan kain utk buat baju for hantaran...yeah! helmi kate lawa.. nak gi tempah 1 day, jadi kenelah aku ikut..beshnye... hmm, alhamdullilah, all is goin on fine..Rumah dah settle, tinggal nak Reno sikit, pasang cabinet & all..register pon dah...barang2 dah beli...wow! lagi 3mth +/- jer eh...*panics*

k la.. nak tgk tv...ntah la pe crita yang ade...skali skala duk umah saturday saturday nite gini..

Nites,

~rini~

helmi started wrek at 3.30am juz now..kene OT due to the early c/outs...haiz...i went to werk maself by train..but i was wide awake..i wonder y izzit oni wen u get no seat, tts wen you feel damn sleepy! i got a seat juz now, and ma eyes was like woah!! as big as fishball!! *laughs* oh well, maybe i was still ecstatic about the "whole thing"...ma mind wonders about this & that & here & there & down, & up...but it never fails to make me smile..fine, i shall spill the beans ok...if you are hepi for me, den you r such a dear fren, otherwise, i dun see a need y ur still here. Me & helmi are proud owners of a new HDB flat...WOOHOO!!! but it seems tt due to ma werk commitments, i cant collect ma keys as scheduled..maybe i will do so after the 13th..

After werk, i got ma COMBO 1 from LJS at last...haha!! thank you baby!! and syukran to the rain tt caused us to be held back. hehehe!! den, we made our way home & helmi rest 1st since he satrted his day early..i watch tv with mama, tgk APM. mama order Canadian pizza for us..CEDAP!! helmi played PSP2 wit zali. after ayah balik at 11.30pm, we took over the car and wen over to East Coast were Aishah was having a BBQ in celebration for her b'dae. Ate & chatted. Oh yeah, zali tagged along too..kewl. the cake was simply delicious sak!! from Gelare...too bad we didn bring camera. at 1.16am we left, as helmi & ifa had to werk at 7am. I AM OFF!!!! *evil laughs*

so now here i am, btw, i pretty much settle about ma wedding. well, if you refer to ma post wer i was whining & complaining...haiz, i was stupid. i failed to see that mama had ma interest at heart. maner ade mak nak anak susah kan...haha! so, i am happy now!!! hha..worry 4 no reason...ape jer aku..

oh yeah yanni, i have change ma skin as u can see...i decided so pasal, helmi too tried to get in to enter postin and he can't do so..jadi? aku dah "rugi"satu posting..i will not anymore..so i change..

dahla..nak cleep..
nite...
~rini~

Syukran...syukran!!! Alhamdullilah, tercapai jugak cita2 aku! ape eh?? ada ah... i shall say wen its rite..no, no...not about wedding. hehe! shhh...Liz.

I stayed home whole day on ma leave y'dae...helmi came over to cuci moto wit zali den they battle again on the PSP2..haha!! had fun cooking..cleaning house, doin laundry...wee!! i feel success! teka, of all thing ape aku lupa buat sampai malam...secret k, shh... i forgot to bath!!!! hahhahahha!!!

Ma babies.......

what used to be ma sis's.....

Cuci motor kapa..... Ma cupboard on the left, with ma pix, Zali 's centre & right one was shasa's.. Our bantalz...bucuk!!!!

NItes....

~Rini~

i am back..hepi this time..stomach full now..well, we had our unplanned gathering juz now, with full attendees , that if, you oni count the gerls..ifa's fiance, shah, was not ard to join us cos he is in !! we went to johor to top up petrol after our 7am shift ends at 3. Smooth entry but was jammed up upon exit @ spore chkpoint. damn it! darling' bike overheated and tt caused a puncture in the radiator, or so the story goes... $$$ again..haiz!! neway after tt, we went back to helmi's home to take his daddy's trusty car, against any unexpected rain. we got the car & poof! we arrived Liz's place in AMK, wer liz& family with Ifa were already waiting...As usual, wen we call aishah at home, SHE WAS STILL THERE wen actuali she was supposed to be out 15mins ago... grrrr!! well, ocassion was Liz's mom bdae...Liz's bro bought a cake for us to cut. WE did keep a slice to celebrate aishah's be-early bdae later wen we are @ Cameron to eat...located somewer in Lil India....hmmm, wats with India today?? haha!!

Enjoys the pix of our food...
WARNING : i will not be responsible of any drooling or kempunanin....*cheeky laughs*

And....i had Bandung si jengot la....to go along wit e sumptuous spread! jempot makan Bismillah!
Presenting Liz's mom, Liz's bro and his fiancee....
Me & helmiiiii ehh!! kiter lagi... hehe!!

finally.....me with liz
Ifa & aishah...... The usual foursome..tt sometimes can breakdown to the A's & B's...hahahahaha!! Liz Wit hubby hakim & sarah whose pix cant be seen.... leftovers...............BURP!!!!!! alhamdullilah..... patutla makanan rase sedap semalam........HAKIM PAYMASTER!!! haha!!! enkiu akim!!The total tab!!! thanxs hakim....LOVE YOU!!! oops!! sori Liz..
ermm..see tt sign behind him?? HE IS NO ACCESSIBLE to anybody cos he's mine!! *evil laughs*

here you see liz feeling the impact of the FOOD!!! ermm...guess wat wuz e feeling...haha! i am not telling but i give you clue otey....

liz, wer were u???
tau tak de kene mengene tapi suka ar! haha!!
nice outing gerls!~!!! lookin forward to e next........
~rini~

Torn....between choices..

i am torn..i am stuck..shucks! dis feeling sucks... i am looking forward to ma big day but definately not the hassle of putting everything together... i guess its hard tt ur the 1st cucu to get on the pelamin & to make things worse, negatively & positively tt is, the 1st AND only daughter for the family, u are the brunt of all that need to be done. i just need a simple wedding to unite me with ma love. i had always hated attention, so i dun wish 4 e overwhelming focus on me. i wanna get drown in the crowd but here, its said tt i must stand out in the crowd. Astargfirullah...Ya Allah, tolong aku! i know its all for ma benefits, but dun i even get a say? i mean, i do have ma own taste or preferences. I respect all that will be done but it is still me who's wedding is.

i worry tt if too many things are planned to be done, it will messed up. If too many decision maker, it will screw up. haiz...or maybe its juz me. Me who prefer to blend in. Me who prefer things simple. Me who hate hassle. Me who juz wanna be ordinary. To me, all i need is the akad nikah. Tts all i care. i am just going along with the other arrangements. Cos, Yes, adat resam Melayu harus dipertahankan. i do agree. ok, maybe its just me. i get freak out at all that is gonna happen.

lets be done with it & i will be able to build ma own home, rite darling?

" Shasa, why u had to leave? You would have loved all this kan? I would be glad 4 the attention to be on you, though i noe i had always envy, but hey, its only human... i noe its your thing. Its ok, i believe u are happier there...take care..."

hmm..say wat u want. i seem to fall for this song..ntah la tak tau kenapa...if korang tertanya2 kenapa aku susah payah letak lirik for each song aku play is cos, aku nak krg hayati seni kata of the song...as i noe some will say, "feeling sak" or "jiwa rentak"..haha!! so if u bace lirik, u will find the beauty of the song..Long Live Song-writer..credit ar sikit kat drg...*lol* i love the song but not the person who sang it. Still.

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SIAPA AKU DISISIMU.

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Kerna cintaimu ku jadi begini
Kerna sayangkan mu ku telan semua
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Kenapa si dia jadi pilihanmu
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Di sisimu…

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meaningfulkan e lyrics?? well, up to individuals ar. neway, tadi me, Ice & Fizah went out after werk..gi makan LJS den lepak2 kat tangga marina square. talk about everythin under the sun... took picture2...oh btw, ade incident kelakar kat LJS wen i complain of ma tasteless Pepsi..tapi lau crita kat sini tak kelakar, so Ice & Fizah, krg ketawa sendiri jer ar..

reali had fun sak..neway thanx to Helmi for allowing me to go lepak..LOL. 1 day kiter kuar lagi aite...

fuhh! lupa aku..ade ker patut korang kater aku FIFI yg dlm crita DIA tu...evil nye...!! but then again, ok jugak tu...haha!! i try to find her pix tapi tak jumpa....hmmm...

kk la..nak cleep. besok kene bangun ciang..nak giiiiiii ermm.....ada ah!! hehehe...

muacks2 to all,

~rini~