adding on, hmm, yeah ma wish is for the marriage to be over with & start a new life in our bridal home. Not that i am not looking forward to wedding juz that well, in view of our marriage preps, house's decor..hmm, we have different views from both sides of families. ye la, diff peeps got diff taste rite? so its hard to decide on which. actuali senang crita, we can juz say, " we wanna our own choice/taste/etc..." but well, i guess we are trying to be a filial kid.. but its reali takin its toll..that at times, it brings us to arguments between ourselves, wit out realising.
But i am happy that we managed to handle it rationally and realise the root of problem. So we are tackling that. So the Akad Nikah is the oni thing we are looking forward to, when helmi will assume his position as ma lawfully husband to maself. guess, its hard to be the only boy marrying in the family & for maself, the only gerl marrying in the family, plus being the FIRST to get married on ma mummy's side...gosh!
haha! we call the parents, opppositions parties, in the heat of the elections...*laughs*
but dun wori, we noe tt they mean well.. hmm, after marriage must learn how to divide time for the 2 families..( read: 1st day hari raya)
takpe..takes time..kids... a colleague commented that i have the STEPMOTHER look.. wth!! haha.. but i think its true ar.. i cant warm up to kiddos.. hard! tapi taktau la, if i HAVE ma own, Insyallah, maybe it will be different. lets wait and see...
OH YEAH!!! selamat hari ibu utk MAMA ku... thank you for taking care of me for this whole 23 years..love you... (heehe! macam mama bace jer..but its ok..it can travel thru the heart-string)
till i write again,
~rini~
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