its has been a wonderful, fulfilling, enjoyable weekend, spent with helmi. hehe! lets see..

Thursday, 25th May
juz werking.. oh yeah we went to KKH as mentioned in the previous post. It was to meet someone. dun misunderstood ok. while waiting, we went to 7-11 and bought instant spaghetti bolognaise, buns and grass jelly drink.. chatted and discreetly laughing..

Friday, 26th May
helmi went to Friday prayer then met me at home. we went to do all the paperworks for our "baby"..and balik lak2 kat umah with daddy, mama all.. then lepas magrib meet Zul, tony & partner at ECP, lepas tu "melalak" kat K-Box Cineleisure.. bukan main hebat lagi!! sekali terkene la aku pilih lagu yg menusuk hati zul. "terlanjur mencintaimu" something like tt.. Sori eh zul.. tak sengaja! hehe! i noe u tak marah but i feel bad to make kenangan flashbacks. but u reali sang well, full of passion.. i loike! 1 more time?? Oh.."makcik" of the month have to come on that nite. i was prepared cos i counted BUT i was hopeful i would miss it. haha! juz so, it would change cycle, so i wont be having it on ma wedding day. LECEH! well, 1 more month to see...and hope! Reached home ard 4+ am.

Saturday, 27 May
went to werk to do stuffs. helmi fetch after werk... well, the day didnt started out good but well, we sorted it out. great job to us! yehehehe! and on this day, our new "baby" was borned. Her name is NUR RINI NATASHA, borned on 27th May 2006. this "baby" run on 1000cc. Its helmi dream "baby", well one of it. We had planned for it after wedding but as the saying goes, " human proposes, GOD opposes. " or " kite merancang, Tuhan menentukan". so we had it coming earlier than expected. but well, Alhamdulillah, suma ok. here is something to share with you dear, if you read this...

" At first, i was scared at the fact tt we are upgrading to tt CC. I mean, the speed, i dunno if i can handle it. Seriously. Though i knew that we even went to Melaka on our previous GSX. but tt was before IT all happen. IT, u know wat i mean. IT happen because of the SPEED driven by that stupid idiotic irresponsible driver of tt bloody car! IT happen because he couldnt react having driven at that speed! IT was purely unacceptable! Since then, its phobiatic for me to be riding in high speed. It used to be, the faster the better. It used to be, speed is high adrenalin. It used to be, speed is thrilling and fun. But not anymore. The change to Super 4 was a good consolation. Konon relaks ar. i felt calm.
When you decide upgrade to the new 1000 bike, ma heart was like, " huh, dah tak relak?" " omigod, going at that speed on that CC." i know its ur passion..i agreed to it. But sekali, it turns out to be earlier tt expected. To confess, i was imagining the worse that can happen. Will happen. all because of IT. Now its us going at the speed. gosh! the news of all the accidents didnt help.
1st time i sat pillion on it, i felt jitters. ma feet went cold. excited YET nervous. ecstatic YET doubtful. but hey, it was not tt bad. maybe it was never bad, only just cos of IT. I shared with you ma darkest fears. BUT u managed to revive the confidence in me. i believe i have no qualms now. i trust ma life in your hands as always. Even if it happens, i know you will protect me, as you did when it happened ard 3yrs ago. oh now i realised y i find IT unacceptable! we had once an accident involving a speeding van tt send us flying to the yellow box, smashing ur IU unit, almost snapping ur foot rest or wateva u call it. but beside bruises, spoilt manicure & pedicure.. we were fine. ok ajal eh? k la.. i redha.. i rase.."

haiz, long story eh. must be saying i am stupid to have felt shitty bout a trivial matter. STOP THERE! you are not in my shoe, feeling the result of SPEED. so dun judge! anyway, whateva it is, its ma prerogative. oh btw, this is ma space.

Sunday 28th May
went to Mamat's wedding & Helmi's neighbour's wedding.. gosh.. paiseh org suma ckp2, " wah nak dekat...july..etc" went red-faced, or rather ears, many times.. then went homey.

Monday 29th May
Butler's training again!!! the saying, " if you can have wealth, werk with it or live with it" haha! butlers ONLY serve people who are borned lucky, with bank account of zillion $$$. shall continue tmr. gotta do homework and go training again tmr.

nite,
~rini~