Hi sayang!!!!!!!!!! Itz me!!! im back.... hehehehehe.
Itz been a while since i drop in to write sumting n since im on my nite shift, i can squeeze sum time to write. hehehehehehehehehe...... biase lah curi tulang..

So for a start i tink i wld say the past few weeks have been tough for us, i noe sayang mistake cant be reverse but sid be learnt.. i have learn alot since den n now my idea bout life has widen. I apreaciated every single ting dat u have done to strengten our relationship wic brings us to next level of our life..
All i want now is for us to stay happy like we always did n prepare us for the journey that will start in 5mths time.. Im soooo SORRY if i had made u sad, but now i want to make up to it n i want us to start afreash.
Watever that is gonna happen in the future we might not noe but through experience that we have learn i hope we can use it as our tool to keep the flame burning in the near future... Wat has happen cld be the test to realli see how strong the relationship is n thank god that we made it thru.. Im realli glad that it came earlier n we pull it thru n i widnt want to even get involved in such ting ever again.......

I LOVE U MS RINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dgr tak i pekik? ar? tak dgr?

I WANT TO BE WIT U N ONI U FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Errmmm sakit tekak i, jap eh minum air dulu.....................

Sayang u r the oni 1 love that i truely felt for in my life n do u remember wat we said? we want to grow old together? hehehehe tapi kalau i dah tua biar i pegi dulu eh.. i tak sanggup nak tgk u pegi dulu biar lah i je yg pegi jadi u masih ada anak2 utk jaga u.. hehehe ok?

Skrg memandang kan mase makin cepat, jantung i makin laju tau... nervous lah kate kan. Im juz so nervous bout tha big day. Dunno if itz gonna be smooth or not, oni god noes, wat we can do is juz pray hard n plan. Letz juz hope dat we have the blessing on that day....
i will write in again later k now i got sum work to do......


Helmi