But you reminded me that you wld be OFF tomorrow. Yeah! Yeah! bleh dating...hehe!! hah, i juz wanna have a helmi-ful dae tomorrow.. i would not exchange anythin for tomorrow. NO! but wen, i logged on to MSN..Liz suggested meeting for dinner, together wit Aishah and oso Ifa as she would be free after 8pm too..then, ma brain started to feel "twitch". hmm, well ok i will go dating wit darling Helmi first then go for dinner wit u gerls & partners. hows tt?? As you can see, u gerls comes under number 4 in ma priority list. (refer below)
1. Allah ( ok i noe tt i dun keep ma prayers but i do kip HIM in ma heart )
2. Family
3. Helmi
4. Ma worthy frens....
To me, whoever have a place in ma heart, i will make time, do watever u need, anything juz name it. Being a Virgo, i m a loyal fren. i can admit tt seriusly, though, i may look cold at first but once i warm up to u, i m ok. And if i think you worthy ma frenship, i will treasure urs and i would do anything for you. But if you are here, to make a fool of me, please, with due respect, i rather not knowing you. i dun deserve tt.
1 little secret i have, you may have reference to e entry on how me & helmi got together. After the "meet" at GV, actuali, i had kinda feeling towards helmi. Its a feeling i cant identify. Not sure if it was a rebound or infatuation. And i acted as if i couldnt care less wen, deep down i wanted to know him better. I kept it to myself as i didnt want to look like an idiot. To me, wer do i stand beside him? haha!! i didnt believe that the after-effect of bein in a long-term relationship would bring your esteem and morale so low tt you think you can never make it, unless you return to your ex-lover.
Thank god i didnt. It wont do any good to me & Mr ex.
Thank God i didnt. Cos the unexpected imagination turned out to be reality as all the events unfolded.
You kept it well, dear..hehe! i didnt think we would be together in the 1st place. you juz didnt show it!
" Helmi, i love you!! i would go berserk w/o u too.. and NO, i taknak buat record tak jumpa!! i shall stick to our newly-created record of bein with each other for 15hrs..hehe.. you are like ma oxygen. ma water. ma chocolate. ma breathe of life!! *shy2* i reali hope and wish that we will remain In ONE LOVE till we are old and ageing ..INSYALLAH.. wanna grow old wit you. and if i can make a choice. I wanna die before you. *reali* having gone thru e pain of missin some1 thru death, i would never imagine it wit u leaving me 1st. ish.. lets stop it here before i cry a river. "
Liz: u wanna double date tomorrow for movie eh? i will reconfirm with you ok.
Yanni: swensen?
Darling helmi: i m gonna miss you entry cos tonite your last nite!! boohooo
Good nite everybody.
~~ rinielisha ~~
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