the whole of ma rest day was filled. For a funeral. Helmi's kuzzin who is our age, passed away peacefully on Friday. Its sad it can happen to a guy so young. Ok ajal & maut di tangan Tuhan..i noe tt..but still....such a waste.

touching betul wen the mother cried 4 her oni son..i teared. not sure about mama & zali who were there too...a sudden death is never easy. i can vouch for tt. i have been thru it. its TOTAL HELL... well, we went to cemetery to send him off for his last journey. There, me & helmi went to Arwah shasa lil pinkie home..i miss u. doa ku hadiahkan, semoga kau berbahagia.

we got back home, ma home, and a fren of us called. hmm, well, we fixed a time as he wanted to have dinner. 8.30pm was the time, we went to SEMBAWANG for satay & gado2. He told us a piece of good news tt was supposed to be a secret. darn it!! hehe.. happy for u dear fren...

why issit tt all the young pples are "leaving" the world 1st?? i dunno la. n i dun tink i wanna noe. i juz hope tt i will "leave" 1st b4 the pples i love do. i dun wanna grief again. no. lemme "go" 1st. i cant stand holding tears nemore. plus e aftermath.

Dear, i am happy that you are makin effort quitting smoking..i am all being you. as always. fail or success, i will still be there 4 u.

lastly, juz wanna share tt helmi & me have found our perfect home. alhamdullilah. so far, all our preps is going on fine. plannins are done & fulfilled.alhamdulillah. i hope those who knows me & helmi pray for our well-being & happiness.. ur do'a is a blessing. Insyallah.

Gtg and sleep.
take care.

~~ rinie ~~