argh...1st there's at ma next block..sungguh.membingitkan.com!! woke up at 8.30 to report to werk at 10am..gosh! i had to stand for ma whole journey to cityhall. Fine, its ok cos i was wide awake, looking forward to end of shift wen i will meet helmi. cant wait to hehe.. (minus tt uniform...) werk, meeting...den off duty on the dot, to run to helmi's arm..(bedek ar!! haram kan...*chuckles*)

but i tell you....u wont believe wat i am gonna say... do you know the overhead connecting Suntec & Merrill Lynch?? makao!! dia nye traffic jam macam jam johor sak..maut! but this is HUMAN traffic..i gasped. reali i did. but wat welcome me at in the citylink, worse! a sea of human heads...astargfirullah, tak sanggup nak merentasi lautan org2 tu suma..maner bau ketiak, bau bacin, bau bucuk etc...i felt like runnin back to office. i cant imagine doing 9-5 shift and having to go thru all this SHIT!! i will pass tt. i rather do a 7am or go back at 11pm. better..thousand time..

neway baby couldn't take ma helmet cos nobody at home. so, he is leaving his bike and walking over to mrt to fetch me. we go Northpoint to find for dear's werk shoe tt alwaes has a shelflife of 3 months MAX. haiz.. $39bucks * (12 divide 3) equates to $156..hehe!! i gave a better suggestion, so we didnt buy afterall, u shall noe y later. u walked to BK to eat BUT we decide to cook prench pries ourselves!!! hehe..but still bought popcorns & burger cik ramly. Our walk home was serenading...sooo romantic. love u to bits baby!! maklumla, selalu kene tunggu traffic light merah baru bleh talk2, klu jln expressway...selamatla! sila layan diri sendiri..haha!! We talked all the way, kat traffic light, pavement, zebra-crossing...weee!! i loike!!

reached homey, makan & play psp wit Zali...i dozed off...well, wit you by ma side, i alwes feel comfort dear..den you had to leave at 11pm..werk mlm kan..SAD! neway, tmr meeting again, cos goin makan to celebrate dear's dad, gonna be ma "dad" too, birthday...hehe!! makan sate club!! weeee...

btw, ayah gave emi his newly bought pair of shoe. save $$. ayah banyak kasut hitam so u see...pandai tak rini?? wakkakakka!! love u daddy..

anybody know anger management? i think i have tt problem. wen i am angry, i go berserk, if i dun control, either i go recklessly blunt with werds or unwatchable temper. i will be like a "fragile", "handle wit care" thing. yes thing..i am not human if i am angry. hell, wit wat pple say or think. *evil* but i go angry alwaes for a reason, mind you. i dun waste time over juz any piece of shit. Ya Allah, terangila hatiku ini... one day, some1 might juz get killed..lol.

Song for ma ears @ the moment...Adat Berkasih By Achik & NorDiana.

Andai engkau merindu
Pastinya kurenung bulan
Ada apa pada rembulan
Tentunya ada wajahmu
Kiranya ada awan
Pastiku menangis, mencarimu
Dulu gurau gurauan
Kini kita bercinta
Memori kasih berkasih
Menjadi resipi kasih
Kekalkan nikmat bercinta
Jangan dinoda lagi
Istana idaman kita
Pasti terbina jua
Anak sembilang di tapak tangan
Orang menjauh kita berangan
Burung merpati terbang sekawan
Orang membisu kita berangan
Beranak mega di kala senja
Orang berkasih bermanja-manja
Adat yang lama jangan dilupa
Jadi pedoman di hari muka
Andai aku lautan
Akanku jadi pantainya
Bila ku menjadi bintang
Kuterbang menemanimu
Andaiku di gunung salji
Pastiku daki
Bahagia
dahla, nak buat bende lain..nak darlingkuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......

loving all still...
~rini~