Thursday, March 2

hmm, dis 2nd entry 4 e nite tells all about ma fickled mind. i cant decide wat song to play!! argh..i am such a music freak! Hi-fi i shall roll down wats ma ears are listening to now. warning: i dun follow e crowd, though i fancy the music now, but its the lyrics tt i go for. i like songs tt carries a heavy meaning...pedih2 pon tak la sampai melarat..juz noice!

now ur listening in to BIG BIG WORLD by EMILIA

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...
Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...
I have your arms around me "ooooh" like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel I will miss you much
Miss you much...

ish ish banyak tul Big BIg dia...well, 2nd on the list is NEVER EVER by ALL SAINTS.

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what i've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But i'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter
Either way i've have to know
Did I never treat you right
Did I always start the fight
Either way i'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find
My head's spinnin'

Boy i'm in a daze I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I take a shower I will scour I will roam
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned yeah
Flexing vocabulary runs right through me

The alphabet runs right from a to zee
Conversations, hesatations in my mind
You got my conscience Asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy I'm sure I aint done nothing wrong,
no I'm just waiting cos I heard that this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low When you gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad The way i'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really
Never ever have I had to find I've had to dig away to find my own piece of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way i'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right
I'll keep searching

Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace gotta feel at ease
Need to be Free from pain
Go insane My heart aches yeah
Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head

The alphabet runs right from a to zed
Conversations, hesatations in my mind
You got my concience asking questions that i can't find
I'm not crazy I'm sure I aint done nothing wrong
Now i'm just awaiting cos I heard that this feeling won't last that long
chorus x3
You can tell me to my face

You can tell me on the phone
Oooh you can write it in a letter babe
Cos I really need to know
You can write it in a letter babe
You can write in in a letter babe(fade)

and lastly to everybody esp u baby...dearest helmi.. THANK GOD I FOUND YOU by MARIAH CAREY. I Love You

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time, so cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying, until you saved my life
Thank God I found you I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me
I can't survive
Don't wanna try If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Whoa, see I was so desolate before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate the gift of what we have
And I'll go through it all over again to be able to feel this way
Thank God I found you I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you
Oh yeah baby, you I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

hmm, korang bilang maner paling sedap...i will chg ikut majority..hehe!! kla, nak sleep!! tmr tunangku antar gi werk agi!! Alarm Clock

yeah2..this sunday off, nak gi sentosa..sape nak ikiut??!! angkat tangan cepat!! Raise The Roof me and emi nak swim2, but actuali emi jer swim, me paddle2! pasal................tak tau swim!! *shy* pas tu monday nak gi kursus lagi..haiz..ceram ar. Hmm next week register kat ROMM. The Thinker my heart is going dag..dug..dag..dug!! Beating Heart well, alhamdullilah..suma is goin smoothly..

nite!!!!

~rini~ Tired

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